(donation methods at the bottom of this post and on my website x86.pet / girlboss.ceo)

hi folks, didnt rlly want to have to do this but im stretched so thin now and completely out of options after just a month of no job from being laid off, barely had any emergency savings or leftover spending money due to mental health issues and high costs of living up northeast after moving some months ago, im expected to completely run out of money in less than 3 weeks (as in, 0 dollars in my bank accounts and completely maxed out credit cards), i still have bills in thousands of dollars creeping up on me and slowly going into debt collections, trying to obtain extra licences / credentials / etc to help expand my job choices but obviously costs money for exams/testing and getting there, i cant get any cash loans or anything, i have a car i need to maintain and still pay, and i have no idea if ill be able to secure a job any time soon.

i have a ton of expenses but as is i want to focus on being able to afford some small critical expenses (i.e. important subscriptions and very important bills) and food. im also living with someone else who doesnt have a job and i have to support her too with basic necessities. my parents have been trying to help, but are dealing with their own recent issues and financial problems so i cannot rely on them at all.

im not at any risk of homelessness and living in a pretty safe place and state, but being able to eat is nice, especially since i have trouble eating most things and im pretty malnourished in general.
i still have a general primary care doctor i dont need to pay, but due to no health insurance i am unable to see specialists or other doctors for some conditions i have, and i cannot afford to see a psychiatrist when i need one bad. i still have a couple months worth of estrogen. im recovering from some addictions as well which were another bad factor in my financial situation.

im trying to avoid selling things because i have a ton of things that mean a lot to me and are very important. i cant find the mental energy or time or skills to try selling my time for any kind of service.

so idk, please just help me out for a bit so i have a bit more time to maybe secure a job before i hit the 0 dollars in my accounts and i have no idea or plan on what im supposed to do to feed myself and pay these bills and fines. this job market is terrible and this was the worst time for me to get laid off. i wasnt expected to live or make it this far, but here i am and if folks want me to stay alive then i need to be able to deal with my problems and situation instead of just suffer more and more by being alive.

when i get hired and paid and no longer require donations, i will update this post of course. i unfortunately dont have any specific goal, i have too many expenses for me to figure out. i just know what i need to deal with.

and of course; if you or your company is hiring for any kind of cyber security operations analyst (SOC), network operations center (NOC), blue teaming related positions, threat hunting, or linux and maybe windows system administration in the northeast tri-state area (northeast jersey, new york, etc) or remote, please reach out. my resume and linkedin are on my website.

donation methods --

website: x86.pet / girlboss.ceo
bitcoin (btc) address: bc1qk6xufzh2drrt2mnqgyp20849y90j4sfumvarjj
bitcoin cash (bch) address: bitcoincash:qq82kqu206fm4dm6nvkjqzqpfd0raj8hlsr2vnz868
monero (xmr) address: 8BRQjVQxP5rUJHh6BaMwWi7MnFKw6LBfchgDBdsfejHgcKJLQWrWFVeNY1ozNwzZqgTAhavXgJKZZJ6MB89KhP7oTN6jzHK
litecoin (ltc) addr: ltc1qkh98mhuy6pxja8ysxxmdde6zvxaxc5j6pjsdkz
ethereum (eth) addr: 0xb81766660AB1220c9021dAf142ca7ba43a6c0028
solana (sol) address: solana:E4KLGJWxseKJchbNfeYWBHpDicF721zFsj3puQWPaX7k
liberapay - https://liberapay.com/x86pup/
github sponsors - https://github.com/sponsors/x86pup
patreon - https://patreon.com/x86pup
paypal - https://paypal.me/puppygock ([email protected])
wise - https://wise.com/pay/me/juneclementines (@juneclementines)
ko-fi - https://ko-fi.com/x86pup
venmo - @girlbossceo
zelle - [email protected] or [email protected] (email)
cashapp - $ketpup
revolut - @trapacid

literally any amount is appreciated. do not send me web3 stuff.

#transmutualaid #transcrowdfund #queercrowdfund #crowdfund #crowdfunding #mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaid_request #mutual_aid #begpost #begposting #financialaid #help #transhelp #queerhelp #queer #queerfedi #transfedi #transcrowdfund #support #transsupport #cashapp #paypal #zelle #newyork #nyc #nj #newjersey #helppls #woof #bitcoincash #monero #bitcoincash #xmr #litecoin #ethereum @mutualaid

(donation methods at the bottom of this post and on my website x86.pet / girlboss.ceo)

hi folks, didnt rlly want to have to do this but im stretched so thin now and completely out of options after just a month of no job from being laid off, barely had any emergency savings or leftover spending money due to mental health issues and high costs of living up northeast after moving some months ago, im expected to completely run out of money in less than 3 weeks (as in, 0 dollars in my bank accounts and completely maxed out credit cards), i still have bills in thousands of dollars creeping up on me and slowly going into debt collections, trying to obtain extra licences / credentials / etc to help expand my job choices but obviously costs money for exams/testing and getting there, i cant get any cash loans or anything, i have a car i need to maintain and still pay, and i have no idea if ill be able to secure a job any time soon.

i have a ton of expenses but as is i want to focus on being able to afford some small critical expenses (i.e. important subscriptions and very important bills) and food. my parents have been trying to help, but are dealing with their own recent issues and financial problems so i cannot rely on them at all.

my initial post stated i wasnt at risk of homelessness and was living in a safe place and state, however this unfortunately changed and i was forced out of my place and i hit zero dollars in all my accounts and could no longer feed myself. this has resulted in me having to go back to living with my parents in transgender death state *florida*. the need for me to get a job is incredibly strong now, but as is i am still barely surviving. this also means i no longer have trans resources anymore i had up north, i dont have a doctor anymore, nothing.

im trying to avoid selling things because i have a ton of things that mean a lot to me and are very important. i cant find the mental energy or time or skills to try selling my time for any kind of service.

so idk, please just help me out for a bit so i have a bit more time to maybe secure a job before i hit the 0 dollars in my accounts and i have no idea or plan on what im supposed to do to feed myself and pay these bills and fines. this job market is terrible and this was the worst time for me to get laid off. i wasnt expected to live or make it this far, but here i am and if folks want me to stay alive then i need to be able to deal with my problems and situation instead of just suffer more and more by being alive.

when i get hired and paid and no longer require donations, i will update this post of course. i unfortunately dont have any specific goal, i have too many expenses for me to figure out. i just know what i need to deal with.

and of course; if you or your company is hiring for any kind of cyber security operations analyst (SOC), network operations center (NOC), blue teaming related positions, threat hunting, or linux and maybe windows system administration in the northeast tri-state area (northeast jersey, new york, etc) or remote, please reach out. my resume and linkedin are on my website. i am also very much open to general IT jobs including help desk, networking, etc.

donation methods --

website: x86.pet / girlboss.ceo
bitcoin (btc) address: bc1qk6xufzh2drrt2mnqgyp20849y90j4sfumvarjj
bitcoin cash (bch) address: bitcoincash:qq82kqu206fm4dm6nvkjqzqpfd0raj8hlsr2vnz868
monero (xmr) address: 8BRQjVQxP5rUJHh6BaMwWi7MnFKw6LBfchgDBdsfejHgcKJLQWrWFVeNY1ozNwzZqgTAhavXgJKZZJ6MB89KhP7oTN6jzHK
litecoin (ltc) addr: ltc1qkh98mhuy6pxja8ysxxmdde6zvxaxc5j6pjsdkz
ethereum (eth) addr: 0xb81766660AB1220c9021dAf142ca7ba43a6c0028
solana (sol) address: solana:E4KLGJWxseKJchbNfeYWBHpDicF721zFsj3puQWPaX7k
liberapay - https://liberapay.com/x86pup/
github sponsors - https://github.com/sponsors/x86pup
patreon - https://patreon.com/x86pup
paypal - https://paypal.me/puppygock ([email protected])
wise - https://wise.com/pay/me/juneclementines (@juneclementines)
ko-fi - https://ko-fi.com/x86pup
venmo - @girlbossceo
zelle - [email protected] or [email protected] (email)
cashapp - $ketpup
revolut - @trapacid

literally any amount is appreciated. do not send me web3 stuff.

#transmutualaid #transcrowdfund #queercrowdfund #crowdfund #crowdfunding #mutualaid #mutualaidrequest #mutualaid_request #mutual_aid #begpost #begposting #financialaid #help #transhelp #queerhelp #queer #queerfedi #transfedi #transcrowdfund #support #transsupport #cashapp #paypal #zelle #newyork #nyc #nj #newjersey #helppls #woof #bitcoin #bitcoincash #monero #bitcoincash #xmr #litecoin #ethereum @mutualaid

Does anyone know what type of riddle this is?
I tried it a few times with 10+ minutes over the last months and i only want it to cube again.
I tried. I failed. I want to accept defeat (completly following a guide)
#helppls

this fuck appeared out of nowhere what the fuck do i d
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#helppls