I Am Philip. I Am Disabled. I Am Hungry. I Am Begging.
Imagine the bite of hunger replaced by hope. Imagine the ache in your stomach not as a fleeting inconvenience, but a daily scream for survival. That’s my reality.

I am a disabled bipolar man trapped in poverty’s grip. My body is deteriorating. My hands fail me. My brain fogs. I forget how to spell. I stumble. I drop things. I sleep on a broken bed. I eat once a day—if I eat at all. I go hungry 1–2 weeks every month. I haven’t had a real meal in years.

I am not okay. I am not surviving. I am begging.

🛒 Today’s goal: $500 for food and rent. I have an Instacart full of groceries that could last me a few weeks—but I lack the $$$ to place the order. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation.

💸 Urgent need: $5,038 🧱 Monthly survival: $1,500 🕊️ Long-term liberation: $25,000 to climb out. $5 million to build a sanctuary for others like me.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

A full plate, not an empty void

A bed that doesn’t hurt

Hygiene supplies that don’t run out

Shelter that doesn’t collapse

A moment of peace

A chance to breathe

Poverty is expensive. Disability is exhausting. Hunger is violent. The world is indifferent. But your kindness can rewrite the script.

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Please share. Please help. Every dollar matters. Every act of compassion echoes.

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I am Philip, a disabled man living in poverty. My body is deteriorating. My hands hurt. My brain is foggy. I stumble, I drop things, I forget how to spell words a child could write. I live in constant pain. I sleep on a broken bed. I eat once a day—if I eat at all. I go hungry 1–2 weeks every month. I haven’t had a real meal in years.
I am not okay. I am not surviving. I am begging.
Poverty is expensive. Disability is exhausting. Hunger is violent. The world is indifferent. I cry out for help and the silence is deafening. I need $1,500 a month just to live. I need $25,000 to climb out of the pit. I need $5 million to build a life where I can help others like me.
I am not asking for luxury. I am asking for dignity. For food. For rest. For clothes that don’t fall apart. For a bed that doesn’t hurt me. For a moment of peace. For a chance to breathe.
If you’ve ever wondered what despair looks like, this is it. If you’ve ever wanted to make a real difference, this is your chance.

Please help. Every dollar matters. Every share matters. Every act of compassion matters.
• CashApp: $woctxphotog
• PayPal: paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#MutualAid, #Disabled, #Poverty, #Help, #Survival, #Compassion, #Pain, #MentalHealth, #Food, #Groceries, #Hygiene, #Anxiety, #PTSD, #Bipolar, #Dignity,

Today is November 5th, and many are already planning their #holidayseason, FYI as of right now this #disabled man existing in #poverty will not be having any #Thanksgiving at all, unless I can raise a whole lot of money, and as it stands I most likely will not be having any #Christmas either, you can certainly help as of right now I need at the bare minimum to get caught up and barely scrape out the rest of this year $5,118, that will go towards #food to eat, #rent for my shelter, #clothing to wear and be warm this #winter, and to finish off a couple of payments I need to payoff as well just maybe if I am lucky get a new mattress to sleep on, your compassion and support would be greatly appreciated right now, thank you for your attention to these matters;

If you’ve ever wondered what despair looks like, this is it. If you’ve ever wanted to make a real difference, this is your chance.
Please help. Every dollar matters. Every share matters. Every act of compassion matters.
• CashApp: $woctxphotog
• PayPal: paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#MutualAid, #Disabled, #Poverty, #Help, #Survival, #Compassion, #Pain, #MentalHealth, #Food, #Groceries, #Hygiene, #Anxiety, #PTSD, #Bipolar, #Dignity,

Im going to make some mashed potatoes with butter and garlic and sprinkle some shredded mozzarella, my biggest issue at the moment is I got them diced ok, and now Im waiting for the water to boil, but the mashing part may suck, as I have nothing but a fork or wooden spoon, to mash them with, guess I did not think this through, bad hands, poverty, and lack of resources and utensils, often make meal time a really hard thing to deal with;

$5-10-15 It All Helps This #disabled Man Living In #poverty, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#food, #groceries, #health, #compassion, #life, #help, #hygiene, #mentalhealth, #anxiety, #ptsd, #bipolar, #mutualaid

Your Prompt And Compassionate Attention To This Matter, Will Be Greatly Appreciated.

I WISH YOU COULD UNDERSTAND MY URGENCY AND MY DESPERATION FOR
HELP, I NEED IT, I AM NOT BEGGING BECAUSE I ENJOY IT, I AM BEGGING FOR HELP BECAUSE I NEED IT TO LIVE!

The erroneous perpetuation of flaccid assumptions that those living with disabilities and in poverty either don't need external support or are un-worthy of any support, is a gross negligence of humanity.

Between my failing health and aging body, the basics of life become an unclaimable mountain which often keeps me drowning in the well of despair, your help would be most graciously received,

A Great Deal Of #MutualAid Is Needed, Please consider supporting this #disabled man living in #poverty, Another month is here which means now I really need to raise $1500, so I can take care of myself, Lack of sleep, body in constant pain, persistent hunger, disability and living in poverty, all these make life very much a difficult one, I am and have been desperately trying to raise money to not only live each day, but overcome some of the short comings that poverty and disability cause, I truly could use some compassionate people to come into my life and offer monthly support,

I don't feel well, I am in pain, I am exhausted, I am hungry, I don't feel well and I can not do anything about any of it and I just want to scream but that will cause my head to hurt 😥

CAN YOU UNDERSTAND DESPERATION AND URGENCY OF NEED?
I AM BEGGING FOR HELP!
When you are Disabled and Live in Poverty, No One Cares if you are Hypoglycemic, No cares if you suffer in constant pain and with vertigo, anxiety, in fact people dont care at all about you, they dont care you cant afford to clean yourself, they dont care you cant afford to feed yourself, they simply dont care about you at all, and you are left begging for help that never actually comes at all, I AM STARVING FOR A BETTER LIFE, BUT I CAN'T EVEN AFFORD THE BASICS OF THIS ONE LIVING IN POVERTY,

I AM BEGGING FOR HELP! I Am Both In A State Of Disrepair and Despair, it sure would be nice to be able to order some fresh fruits, some stuff for salads, and sandwiches, some cleaning supplies and enjoy some healthy food and a tidy home today, It would be really nice to be able to get the things I need right now, People I Am Begging For Help And Support, PLEASE HELP ME.

People really can not comprehend what life for me is like, for all the similarities between many of us, we all have a truly unique experience, Some of us live in full out hell, from the very first breath we take, our lives are not just trying to climb an un-climbable mountain, but having to do so under constant fire, the world it's self is a dark desolate wasteland that is incredibly unforgiving to life it's self, and when you introduce society that is indifferent to your personal trials, issues and barriers, life it's self becomes an overwhelming war that your faced to fight not just each day, but with every step and breath you take, become disabled and thrust into poverty, and you will soon find the majority of what is supposed to be a community of humanity simply does not exist, you fight to eat each day, you struggle to keep clean, if by chance you manage to keep a roof, your battle is even harder, because you simply can't manage the basics for the resources of day to day life many take for granted are not there, add constant pain, a failing and aging body, a mind that is so overwhelmed by time that often you struggle to see, far too long I have had to beg just to barely exist on any given day, for if only the world would hear what I have to say, and actually come together and help me raise my ultimate goal, within the hours of a single day, then not only could this broken man live, and care for himself, but very much within the realm of possibility I could create a life in where I could offer help and respite to those in need like me, but people you all see are far from loving and compassionate to me, no they rather I disappear deep within my despair, I am below the well of desperation, but I refuse to fight for my right and chance at life, and for those like me, I fight for you as well, within my last true ability in life I put into words the only fight I have, the only way to build beyond disparity, for those who wonder why you do not do more, this is all that is left within my soul to do, for if you cared you would pick my cross to bare and offer me some respite so I may still have more chance to fight;

Your Attentive And Compassionate Support Is Greatly Anticipated And Will Be Graciously Received, #disabled man existing in #poverty, far too many need to handle, overwhelmed by everything, #health not great, need to raise $1500 a month each and every month to live, please help currently $5,118 short and I am tired of going hungry and without the basics of life, please help asap, $5-10-15 It All Helps This #disabled Man Living In #poverty, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#food, #groceries, #health, #compassion, #life, #help, #hygiene, #mentalhealth, #anxiety, #ptsd, #bipolar, #mutualaid

Title: Commercial slavery.

#Art #racism #slavery #bipolar #autism

If I could bottle what I am feeling now Id be a billionaire.

#bipolar #hypomania

Today is November 2nd, and many are already planning their #holidayseason, FYI as of right now this #disabled man existing in #poverty will not be having any #Thanksgiving at all, unless I can raise a whole lot of money, and as it stands I most likely will not be having any #Christmas either, you can certainly help as of right now I need at the bare minimum to get caught up and barely scrape out the rest of this year $5,118, that will go towards #food to eat, #rent for my shelter, #clothing to wear and be warm this #winter, and to finish off a couple of payments I need to payoff as well just maybe if I am lucky get a new mattress to sleep on, your compassion and support would be greatly appreciated right now, thank you for your attention to these matters;

If you’ve ever wondered what despair looks like, this is it. If you’ve ever wanted to make a real difference, this is your chance.
Please help. Every dollar matters. Every share matters. Every act of compassion matters.
• CashApp: $woctxphotog
• PayPal: paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#MutualAid, #Disabled, #Poverty, #Help, #Survival, #Compassion, #Pain, #MentalHealth, #Food, #Groceries, #Hygiene, #Anxiety, #PTSD, #Bipolar, #Dignity,

my Halloween work look 

#selfie #work #halloween #samhain #trans #enby #nonbinary #transfem #indigenous #native #autistic #adhd #audhd #bipolar #queer #lgbtqia2 #theythempronouns #pride

It's been a drag of a day, I have had negative net energy since I got out of bed, every motion stressfully draining resources that simply do not exist, finding focus is nearly impossible, I have been attempting to do a few things on my computer for the past week, but my brain refuses to comprehend what I once knew how to do, trying to find answers to simple problems is chaotic at best in todays search engines, so if you don't know the exact issue your having you will never pinpoint any possible solution, every minuet seems like an hour, time has both moved rapidly and at the pace of near motionless all day, my body is in pain and there is no position of comfort, my anxiety is out of whack trying to create a newish menu for the next month and balance the few dollars I have to live on with what I can actually consume, retarded is the best description of how Im feeling over all, and that is a bit if a misnomer as I have no energy, every word I try to read is a blur, every thought a struggle to convey, the degrading state of my over all reality, is an overwhelming weight of lead dragging me deeper into an unescapable void, the needs I have outweigh the means that I can ever muster and receive, the vastness of space holds more light and hope than my disparaging existence, I would lay down for the night but I know I will only have to get up in an hour or two from being uncomfortable, so much of this is pretty much useless to vast majority of you, but should you find a pocket of compassion, please do share and help ease my despair;

You can encourage my continued useless creativity and expression of self, and by doing so your helping to feed, house and clothe a #disabled man living in #poverty, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#MutualAid, #Disabled, #Poverty, #Help, #Survival, #Compassion, #Pain, #MentalHealth, #Food, #Groceries, #Hygiene, #Anxiety, #PTSD, #Bipolar, #Dignity,