A life in where the mind, your brain, never shuts down, has an endless stream of thought, and not just one after another but full on multiple thoughts, as if you are sitting in every single lecture hall for all of time simultaneously, sleep, it never comes for if you seem to pass out your mind keeps going and along with the thought train running full speed you have multiple dreams and nightmare simultaneously, and most of the time when you wake up those dreams keep going, and you never lose track in anything going on in your mind, you can listen to music, watch movies/tv work on the computer and millions of thoughts going at once and you are hyper focused on all of it all the time, the amount of sensory overload is beyond overwhelming it is indescribable to anyone, then you have body that is in constant physical pain that can simply be described as extreme, you have a body that is deteriorating every moment of everyday, your mind no matter how functional and active as it is, also is deteriorating, despite the constant overload you can yourself feel and see the active decline in your executive cognitive function, all this as you are disabled trapped in poverty and have had a life of hypoglycemia and thanks to poverty a life of mal-nutrition, while from most observers they simply have no idea the overwhelming degradation in play, for all the brain power in the world is useless when there simply is no ability to apply the wisdom and knowledge within to any facet of life, intellect is both a gift and a curse, not enough you get nowhere in life, too much and you simply don't fit into any life therefore you go nowhere;
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