I’ve always felt like I’ve needed “purpose”, a cause, a goal… external to my self, but no matter how hard I worked on whatever purpose I applied myself to, it wasn’t enough. And interspersed with productive periods were periods of procrastination, starting & stopping, going around in circles…
But since I started exploring the possibilities that I might be ADHD &/or autistic, & even more since my ADHD diagnosis (pretty certain I’m also autistic, but I’m fortunate enough to not need a formal label)… a purpose has been forming, which is much more satisfying, has no completion date or even a need to be completed. Instead of accomplishing something, or doing something, I’m simply being… me.
@actuallyautistic
#Neurodivergent
@autistics
@actuallyadhd