Okay, I feel a lot better after eating and getting more rest. Still not feeling 💯 though. I really don’t want to have whatever virus my parents got. They cough a lot and my mom lost her voice. I live in the same house and it’s small so it’s hard to avoid their germs.

Okay. Easter Monday sucked. Badly.

- around 4h of sleep
- pretty short and mild migraine
- nightmare
- insomnia
- being able to sleep after about 8h
- MASSIVE MIGRAINE
- getting up on Tuesday being barely able to look straight.

I know I shouldn't, but fuck this body. Out of spoons when I only got up. Spent it all on making breakfast.

#ChronicIllness #Spoonie #OutOfSpoons

What it’s like living in a household of spoonies. Pills, pills and more pills. 💊

💢🧠🫀💢

It’s my mom’s birthday and I can’t even go celebrate it. Started feeling dizzy & weak while shopping. I think it’s the caffeinated coffee and soda that I’m not used to anymore. Bryan as her honorary son took my car and is meeting them at Applebee’s. At least I sent her a gift card for that same restaurant earlier today as it’s one of her favorites.

Of course I had an IBS episode today. I need to get a referral to a specialist but doing so always takes several months to be seen. I’m so tired of this body for many reasons and this is no exception.

IBS hit me hard today. I wonder how many Americans wouldn’t have irritable bowel syndrome if our food wasn’t garbage. I’m sure this country has the most people diagnosed with IBS.