It’s my mom’s birthday and I can’t even go celebrate it. Started feeling dizzy & weak while shopping. I think it’s the caffeinated coffee and soda that I’m not used to anymore. Bryan as her honorary son took my car and is meeting them at Applebee’s. At least I sent her a gift card for that same restaurant earlier today as it’s one of her favorites.


#Ramblings #vent #Spoonie #out-of-spoons #mom #birthday #dizziness #tired
You’re really lucky if your very presence doesn’t make anyone uncomfortable. #disability #outofspoons #peoplesuck

Of course I had an IBS episode today. I need to get a referral to a specialist but doing so always takes several months to be seen. I’m so tired of this body for many reasons and this is no exception.


#Ramblings #vent #vent-tag #IBS #spoonie #out-of-spoons #chronic-illness #chronic-pain #disabled #invisible-illness #doctors #venting #tired

IBS hit me hard today. I wonder how many Americans wouldn’t have irritable bowel syndrome if our food wasn’t garbage. I’m sure this country has the most people diagnosed with IBS.


#Ramblings #IBS #spoonie #out-of-spoons #irritable-bowel-syndrome #chronic-illness #chronic-pain #vent
Können wir die Woche einfach streichen, bitte? Ich komme mir gerade emotional und mental völlig überfordert vor, ich habe nicht einmal genug Löffel, um mich wirklich aufzuregen. In dem Portmonee waren u.A. 500€ in bar. Auch für mich kein Pappenstiel. Aber alles in mir sagt gerade nur noch: 🤷🏻‍♀️ #outofspoons
Spent 3 days being incredibly social at a local music fest & today saw a friend visiting from out of town. It was all great & really fun. But now I'm sitting on the sofa in the dark feeling unsettled, deeply sad, & overwhelmed.
#OutOfSpoons
#ActuallyAutistic

Haven’t been able to sleep well the last two weeks. Last night was terrible and I ended up waking up and getting out of bed at around 6am.

My script for a sleep aid wasn’t ready so I decided to take my own medication. Rye cocktails.

I already made an EXCEPTIONAL maple rye cocktail. Now I have a sweet Manhattan. Hopefully I’ll sleep well tonight.

#notAnAlcoholicIPromise #outOfSpoons #tired #pleaseLetMeSleep

It's not even noon. #OutOfSpoons #AlsoLiterally
The spoons at the office coffee machine are out 🫠 #OutOfSpoons