Everything is getting worse and worse in the world and I can’t do anything about it except stop doomscrolling.
The bad nightmares are getting too real lately folks 🥲 Last night was another one about losing my girlfriend. It felt so vivid at the time. My brain is the worst.
There’s nothing more soul crushing than realizing that you’ll likely never get the life or love that you want because you’re /you/ and you’re scared of everything and also life isn’t a movie.
Dude I haaaaaate when people involved in your favorite show/movie/other form of media turn out to be shitty for whatever reason. We don’t have a lot in this world except for our loved ones and the things that we distract ourselves from the horrors™️ with. It sucks to lose those things.
Of course I had an IBS episode today. I need to get a referral to a specialist but doing so always takes several months to be seen. I’m so tired of this body for many reasons and this is no exception.
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