Después de una pausa por temas de salud mental les cuento que ahora estoy sin trabajo otra vez jaja

#escitalopram

A continuación pondré toots del poemarzo:

mir hats halt geholfen 1,5 jahre #escitalopram zu nehmen. und ich würde es jederzeit wieder tun, wenn ich den eindruck habe, dass die schwere mir schon wieder zu lange anhält.

It is quite interesting to see that I'm almost* out of kinda meltdown I had because of losing my watch/activity tracker. It got torn off my forearm last thursday's morning and I was feeling much worse since then. But I must also admit that #escitalopram works, because I feel like I couls redirect my attention away from spiraling, even if just for a moment.
The "feeling of nothing on my forearm"/"being naked" is annoying, as well as catching myself whenever I try to look there to check the time. Visit at the police station and conversation with insurance company also seem to affect how I feel.
The therapy session helped me to process the situation in some capacity and, even though I almost cried during it, I felt better after that talk.

I plan to buy a new thingy today and hopefully tomorrow or on Friday I might feel (more) at ease again.

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* - I really, really hope that

I don't like how my brain is negatively poked yo be engaged too much in negative thoughts. And I think that #Escitalopram is doing its job, as I was expecting much deeper sinking into the depths of negativity and #depression...
New dose of #escitalopram started this morning. The annoying side effects are all here again. Xd
#DailyLog 30. April 2025
It was not a bad day. I expected worse. Work went OK'ish, even though there is a lot to do. And I got two yesterday's sweet pastries for free as the bakery was closing in few minutes and had a bag with them from yesterday (they try to sell those for cheaper one day later). But I should probably go to sleep before "almost 4AM". I kinda miss the first few weeks of #escitalopram when I was "unusally" sleepy before midnight.
7 weeks on #escitalopram
3 weeks on #bupropion
And for some reason my mood swings down now. And now, that I think about it, it was similar during week 3 of escitalopram, so perhaps I just need to last this week. 🤞
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Antidepressant escitalopram boosts amygdala activity

A recent study found that escitalopram increases right amygdala activity during emotional processing in healthy adults without affecting mood or connectivity with other brain areas, highlighting its specific impact on brain regions tied to emotional processing.

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