Hey folks
It's been a while since we did a public update post on our mental health, so this is kind of overdue 
In short, we are presently still struggling with depression, anxiety, and executive dysfunction most of the time. We have, however, seen some gradual improvements soley due to being signed off work, which is a major stressor.
Because we're still struggling, we asked our GP to look into potentially changing our prescription antidepressant from sertraline (max dose of 200 mg daily) to something else. He advised he'd look into it.
Meanwhile, we decided to take a look for ourselves, using the data on the binding profiles of various monoamine reuptake inhibitor and checking which ones are listed on NICE. For any that were, we further checked that were licensed for use as an antidepressant.
After all that work, we basically realised that sertraline was likely the single best out of all the ones the NHS can prescribe, followed only by paroxetine
The major difference between the two is that paroxetine binds more to noradrenaline transport receptors, whereas sertraline binds more to dopamine ones. Both otherwise are fairly comparable.
We had been very much hoping that the NHS might prescribe some kind of balanced SNDRI antidepressant to boost our serotonin, noradrenaline, and dopamine levels roughly equally. However, whenever we found one, we found that it wasn't available on the NHS AND it had a lot of bad side effects
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As an additional note, we have been taking a low dose (150 mg daily) of bupropion alongside sertraline for a while to try to get more executive function. We don't even have a date for an ADHD assessment yet, so we aren't able to try the main ADHD meds, as these are all controlled substances.
We were able to acquire and try atomoxetine alongside sertraline (in place of bupropion), as it's not a controlled substance, but this did not go well at all ๐
Our research indicated that it'd be better for us to try another single antidepressant medication than keep combining sertraline with bupropion, as that comes with a higher risk of serotonin syndrome and seizures. Plus we'd need to come off bupropion anyway in order to try any other ADHD med.
As such, we're going to steadily reduce our bupropion dose and come off this by the end of the week. We'll then see how we fare.
In terms of setting reasonable expectations, based on our sensitivity to atomoxetine and other stimulants, and the fact that we're AuDHD, we do not expect either of the main two ADHD meds (methylphenidate and lisdexamphetamine) to work well for us ๐
All we can do right now is try to focus on getting the depression and anxiety under control, so that we can try to develop strategies to cope with and work around our lack of executive function.
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