Overload II

Das Gedanken-Karussell

der letzten Tage

überdreht

bis zum Notaus

Totalcrash

Atmen.

Sein.

Stille.

🦋

#LebenMitAutismus #LebenMitHochbegabung #Autismus #Overload #SpoonieLife #NoSpoonsLeft

#GoodMorningWorlds
I am back at work today, after not having a holiday, and will be heading out to meet Sue soon.
But first, it is bin day:
Pink - food and garden waste.
Blue - paper and cardboard.
Black - non-recycleables.

I still need and want a proper holiday break as my mind and body are shot, and on the edge. I could stay off work for a bit longer, but there is no point and nothing to gain from doing so. But losing one week of break just means the next break will need to be longer.

Sorry, not feeling very social at all.

#NoSpoonsLeft

Die Aufgabe macht mir aktuell jeden Tag Probleme.

Weil nichts Spaß macht.

#depressionen #notJustSad #noSpoonsLeft

Mal gucken, ob es meine Gelenke wirklich entlastet und die Schmerzen reduziert.

#accebilityGadget #hilfsmittel #noSpoonsLeft

I am two days into a back to back two weeks of teaching history to my students. Normally I just teach English.
My head is like a washing machine 😂😂
I love getting back to history teaching. But heck it is hard!
While I am enjoying it, I can feel my mental health and PTSD taking a wobble. Because of the time constraint I can't get to the gym and it's very much my therapy. I need to do some adjustments.

#Exhausted #Today #NoSpoonsLeft #PTSD #MentalHealth #Teaching

Do a bit
Collapse
Do another bit
Collapse again
Repeat until incapable

My body effing hates me.
#NoSpoonsLeft

Amazing how many pictures I have that are extremely similar to this one. #fatigue #LongCovid #NoSpoonsLeft
First time traveling with mobility aid (rollator, flying). That sucked monkey butt. I think it’ll be better in the future now that I understand the process. But damn. I can also see how exponentially worse it would be if I were wheelchair bound or more dependent on my rollator. (I have POTS so it’s not for as much constant structural support as many people need.) #disabledTravel #spoonieTravel #noSpoonsLeft