This diet has fucked up my relationship with food big time. It is everything that they tell you to avoid for intuitive eating. I am measuring food daily, in scrutinising amounts. I can't eat with friends. If I'm not at home and hungry, I can't act upon it, even if there's food all around me.
I'm looking forward to the end so much that I'm currently not taking care of myself properly. I don't care about the final food group reintroductions and I'm not handling them decently. Obviously this is not a good idea, if I fuck it up and don't let my gut heal fully, I'm just going to find myself back at square one. 😩😩😩
Two and a half more weeks. I have to find some energy to get through the last part, I'm acting like it's less than a week.
