Gestern:
Kein Alkohol.
Viel Input durch Gespräche.
Länger wach gewesen, als üblich.
Zu viel Zucker.
Nur eine recht kurze Lärmbelastung durch Feuerwerk.

Heute:
Kopfschmerzen
Müdigkeit
#Fatique
Brain fog
Antriebslosigkeit
Als hätte ich die ganze Nacht durchgesoffen und gefeiert. 😵😵‍💫

#LongCovid #PostCovid

Good morning. 🐶☕💻

14 October 2025

I’m back on my big machine, which makes it easier to pump out a proper morning greeting. Charlie is home—yay! I bailed him out yesterday afternoon. While waiting in the holding area, I sat reading on my phone, half-lost in the scroll. Then I looked up and saw Charlie dashing toward me, dragging a young lady behind him. Well… there would have been dashing and dragging if the floor hadn’t been so smooth. As it was, his legs were dashing, but his momentum was being politely restrained by the young lady at the other end of the leash.

Once we got home and unloaded the car, I took the rest of the day off. I was wiped out after being hustled from one place to another during our visit. The food was good—expensive, too. I learned that other people don’t operate on my timeline. Dinner was always in the later part of the evening and always about an hour away from wherever we happened to be. The name of the game: higher-end restaurants.

My wife did more hustling than I did. The International Quilt Show was in Houston, so she and her sisters had to go. And after the quilt show came shopping—hurray 😢.

I still don’t understand the whole wandering-around-and-shopping thing. I tend to shop like a sniper—quick, precise, in and out. My wife shops like a cartographer, mapping every rack for signs of treasure. I admire the stamina, even if I don’t share the calling.

“Shopping is a woman thing. It's a contact sport like football. Women enjoy the scrimmage, the noisy crowds, the danger of being trampled to death, and the ecstasy of the purchase.” — Erma Bombeck

“Almost everything will work again if you unplug it for a few minutes, including you.” — Anne Lamott

“Patience is power. Patience is not an absence of action; rather it is timing—it waits on the right time to act, for the right principles and in the right way.” — Fulton J. Sheen

#photo #photography #wildlife #nature #bird #birding #birdwatching #morning #restaurant #shopping #fatique

The last couple of weeks have been really heavy emotionally.
It's so stupid and I feel like I don't have a right to feel sad, hurt or depressed — but the truth is, I do.

I’m scared that my MS will steal my dream before I ever get to have it come true - again.

For over 30 years (yeah, I'm old as fu*k), I’ve dreamed of owning an old VW Beetle. I don’t want a shiny restored one, just a rusty little bug I can drive around with. I can see it so clearly—hear the engine, feel the wheel under my hands.

But with this illness slowly advancing, I know I don’t have endless years of driving ahead of me.

And that terrifies me.

To some, it might seem like a small thing. But to me, it’s been a light in the distance for decades.

When I was a bullied kid and a lonely teen, cars were my escape (the healthy one of my two escapes).
In my early adulthood, they quite literally kept me alive—I drove through endless nights just to breathe.

I’ve owned a few cars in my life, but never my dream car.
And it breaks my heart to think… I might never will.

#ihaveadream #whishfullthinking #sad #sorrow #chronicillness #fuckms #msfigter #ms #mstauti #fatique #mentalhealth #procreate #digitalart #digital #drawing #digitaldrawing #art #digitalillustration #illustration #artoftheday #painting #finland #suomi #digitaide #picofday #picofnight #muirin_art #suomitaide #taide
So if any of you have similar symptoms & can't find anything that helps, maybe some of it will work for you too & give you some quality of life back until we have better answers. #covid #longcovid #covid19 #disability #PEM #fatique #news #politics #medsky #health
It's an interesting idea that outsourcing brainstorming to AI might lead to us being overwhelmed by choices. Maybe we should invest all the money that goes into AI into understanding how our brains work.
#AI #fatique
https://www.fastcompany.com/91242373/the-cognitive-cost-of-ai
The cognitive cost of AI

Artificial intelligence can help with many types of work, but learning how to mitigate the 'mind tax' is important.

Fast Company