Ornate spoons, Lithuania, 19th century AD?

@actuallyadhd @autistics

Ever had one of those days where, it's been so frelling long that you've forgotten what it's like to not be in burnout but you're also just mad at everything because there's no way out of burnout?

No official diagnosis & your GP threw out the preliminary test that said you're a good candidate for autism that you got years ago. The waiting list is impossibly long so by the time you:
1) Pluck up the dice / spoons to face the GP (I'm still working on it 😣)...
2) Get an appointment & (by a miracle) maybe still have the dice / spoons...
3) Actually persuade the GP an AuDHD diagnosis is what you need...
4) Jump through whatever hoops to get the preliminaries sorted...
5) Get the green light for getting a diagnosis...

... You'll be waiting so long, you won't need it anymore as you're too old to work & are on minimum pension.

My messed up bodyclock doesn't help either.

Oh, it's you Depression... 😫... Just what I need 😡😩.

I hate it when I give myself reality checks 😔.

#AuDHD #Autistic #ADHD #ActuallyADHD #ActuallyAutistic
#MindFog #Burnout #Spoons #NoSpoons
#SelfCare #Depression
#Life #Sleep #Insomnia #SleepProblems

@actuallyadhd @autistics

Weird, or just because of the state of the world.
Looking at you, Fart stain (trump) & you Nastyyahoo (Netinyahu(?)) In particular. Putler's (Putin's) lackies, doing his dirty work? 🤷

Woke up because of bad dream that would definitely fit in with the kind of horror movies involving the supernatural & hauntings. I don't remember much apart from the most horrendous outcome, resulting in the house, or people being haunted by a screaming baby that's completely unrecognisable because it's just this black shape, burned completely.
That's probably the bit that woke me up.

Checked the time (07:30) & tried to get back to sleep... Must have drifted as I found myself with the same people being forced to go different ways one North, the other South & a long way away from their home. They split up to wait for, I assume their respective transport.
Dream cuts to the inhuman screaming from previous dream & I'm back at the place that's now haunted by this ghost or entity of this burned baby. It's pitch black but when the ghost shows up I can still see it's shiny black form that looks like it's become more demon with more bulk & fat folds than any baby would have.
That's my cue & I'm awake. It's 08:00.

I felt awake but my eyes were & at 09:00 (now) still are, "nope, not ready."

This timeline is gross.
Why are people who have rap sheets a mile long & growing day by day in charge of entire countries, with other countries (🙄SOME other countries), mine included 🫣🤬, more or less going, "yes sir ,no sir, three bags full." for these criminals who should have been jailed years ago?!

Sorry for spreading more negativity but I needed it out & shouting at a wall or a door wasn't going to cut it.

#AuDHD #Autistic #ADHD #ActuallyADHD #ActuallyAutistic
#Burnout #Spoons #NoSpoons #Depression #SleepProblems
#Greed #PoliticalCorruption #CriminalsInPower #MassMurderers
#RapistsInPower #PedophilesInPower #ChildMurderersInPower
#EpicFails #Enshittification

Heinz British style beans (USA version): not bad. Needs a little something added, like a shake of Cholula hot sauce. A keeper, as canned, flavored #vegetarian beans are super helpful when low on #spoons. #food
#Echobound will have a #Spoons resource management mechanic for the character who suffers from an #MECFS like condition. Just like in real life, you won’t have an exact number of spoons, and abilities won’t cost the same number of spoons all the time. Instead, players will have to develop an intuitive sense to manage the system. For players who just want to ignore the system and grind, that’s going to be a perfectly valid and supported option as well.

⚠️ Low #spoons alert

Feel a bit running on empty at the moment.

There's a lot going on.

Be kind to yourselves.

Spoon Theory created by Christine Miserandino originated as a way of explaining how we each have a certain supply of energy, and really of ourselves, to deal with things in a day. #survivor #chronicillness #spoons #selfhelp

https://survivorliteracy.com/2026/03/10/toxicity-toolkit-11-week-6-collecting-spoons-3/

Toxicity Toolkit 11 – Week 6 – Collecting Spoons

Week Six focuses on self-care and the Spoon Theory by Christine Miserandino, which illustrates energy levels as “spoons.” Individuals with disabilities or burdens deplete their spoons f…

Survivor Literacy
You all should read this by @brib called Low Spoons Day. I also sent it to the Disability Debrief for inclusion, as well. Fantastic post! Made me feel validated in so many ways https://theweeklymiscellaneous.co.uk/posts/2026/02/low-spoons-day/ #Spoons #Spoon #Disability #Blogs #Blogging
The Weekly Miscellaneous - Low Spoons Day

The Weekly Miscellaneous

I know I've been doing too much over the last couple of weeks.
Stuff needed doing and I got a lot done.
Last night there was a hint, but this morning my body is rebelling.
The tank is empty.
Even my phone is heavy.

#spoons #fibromyalgia

Let’s do this! 🦈

Zoo edition... 📷 I usually plan stuff ahead. The earlier I can plan things, the better I feel prepared for them. But sometimes, I just get this silly idea, I often think of them as my ADHD brain-farts haha, and then I will see what I can do to make these farts become a real thing... Last week, during Wednesday night, I got this crazy idea to head to the Zoo later that morning. So... While I was doing my usual nightly bits and bops, I was also making a plan of how I could get it all done. When do do certain chores, when to leave the house, what to get at the supermarket when they'd open to take to the Zoo with me. The little wheels in my head were turning hard, almost steaming up due to all the action. But! I had a plan, and it seemed like it could be a good one, so... I went with it! And... I spent about 90 minutes in the Zoo, where I had a great time. Unfortunately, I didn't get to see all the animals that I was hoping to see, but... I did get a few good snaps and vids, which I will share here with you all... […]

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/03/09/lets-do-this-%f0%9f%a6%88/