I know I've been doing too much over the last couple of weeks.
Stuff needed doing and I got a lot done.
Last night there was a hint, but this morning my body is rebelling.
The tank is empty.
Even my phone is heavy.
Let’s do this! 🦈
Zoo edition... 📷 I usually plan stuff ahead. The earlier I can plan things, the better I feel prepared for them. But sometimes, I just get this silly idea, I often think of them as my ADHD brain-farts haha, and then I will see what I can do to make these farts become a real thing... Last week, during Wednesday night, I got this crazy idea to head to the Zoo later that morning. So... While I was doing my usual nightly bits and bops, I was also making a plan of how I could get it all done. When do do certain chores, when to leave the house, what to get at the supermarket when they'd open to take to the Zoo with me. The little wheels in my head were turning hard, almost steaming up due to all the action. But! I had a plan, and it seemed like it could be a good one, so... I went with it! And... I spent about 90 minutes in the Zoo, where I had a great time. Unfortunately, I didn't get to see all the animals that I was hoping to see, but... I did get a few good snaps and vids, which I will share here with you all... […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/03/09/lets-do-this-%f0%9f%a6%88/
Dear Old Git Time,
Please rewind, hold your horses, slow down, chill, take a break, hit pause, back it up, go back a bit, and a bit more, give me a chance, calm down dear, for the love of sanity STOP!
Yours Sincerely,
Tired of Always Losing Huge Chunks of My Day
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Was going to keep today a Do Stuff day so I could zombie my way through that (recovering from being up several hours earlier than I'm used to & having to people & adult most of yesterday) so I can actually enjoy my duvet day tomorrow.
Enter fly in the ointment.
Tomorrow is more going out & peopling 😱. Then next weekend Saturday is more peopling & being social at friends' (shared) birthday.
Problem with this picture, Saturdays & Mondays are usually duvet days.
One positive is, I've already tackled today's adulting, phoning my Mam so hopefully she won't phone me later today 🤞.
Can I book my 12 month cryostasis treatment now!?
No, I'm not asking for a friend.
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Make up your mind…
...silly overwhelmingly busy brain... I've been struggling. For several weeks now... Months even, if I take away the few good days that I had in between all the bad ones... And, I don't like complaining. I don't like giving up. I don't like feeling weak because I can't "easily" make it through. I know why I've been struggling. And I know that I've been trying to get help. But I also need to follow through now, and that takes more spoons. And, the way the last ±12 weeks or so have been going... It's been a lot. I lost the routine that I just got into after recovering mostly from my surgeries and traumatic loss. And while I was getting back to it... It slipped away again. 😔 […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/02/21/make-up-your-mind/
Heyas, not had time for socials today. I'm still fighting a ridiculous fatigue bug. I've also been slowly getting back into #pyrography this week and considering products etc.
I've had a kinda planning session with wifey, so that I have a slow, logical approach, to work around my "health" and writing.
These are my latest #spoons.
But I've just been using a spreadsheet and researching other aspects and now I have a headache. So it's time for meds and sleep already.
@nixCraft your perspective could not possibly be more inimical to my existence. it feels naive or even smug. in my 40s i transitioned. it didn't work, coz i don't pass, so after several years of just trying to put on a brave face, i gave up & quit the physical world, staying home alone in my house. that was over two decades ago. in the intervening period, much of the world has descended into naked violence [rhetorical, political, legal, physical] against peeps like me, so the chances of me emerging from my home again are even less now in my 60s than in my later 40s & 50s. i'm glad if some humans sufficiently have their shit together to be as blasé as your statement, but hey, not all of us do.
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