I've been watching a lot of #TimeLoop #Films lately with my wife. Just watched Everything Everywhere All At Once, Palm Springs, & The Map of Tiny Perfect Things. I've been hyper fixated on time loops & #QuantumPhysics and #multiverse and just having fun thinking and imagining. I love #SciFi. And E.E.A.A
O is now my favorite film ever, hands down.

So, right now as I am laying in bed thinking about how difficult it is to live with #mecfs and wondering if I will I ever feel 'healthy' again, it hit me -- how living with an #AcquiredDisability or chronic illness is kind of like living in a time loop?

The days go by so slowly, but somehow months and years are over in a blur and I can't remember them at all. Much of the same happens each day. I have little choice in what I can actually do. It feels neverending. And I yearn to return to The Before. While not knowing if it'll ever be possible to get there.

Yoinks!

#EverythingEverywhereAllAtOnce #MapOfTinyPerfectThings #PalmSprings #spoonies #SpoonieLife #disabled #pwme #pwlc #fblc #LongCovid #LongHauler #InMyFeels