Middle-aged dad, not husband, and dog servant. Forging a new life with Lisdexamfetamine. I love music, particularly Jazz, Fusion, and what I believe we now call 'Nearly-Classical'.
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#bpd #cptsd #adhd #autism
"Und wer fragt uns?โ
Wie Mรผtter mit #Borderline-Diagnose Hilfeprozesse erleben
Einblicke in das Forschungsprojekt ProChild โ Mรผtter und Kinder zwischen den Hilfesystemen
next up, as we're on the subject of #RadicalRap for #MusicBeforeBedtime, enjoy this absolute classic, evoking lots of memories, #CypressHill with #iAintGoingOutLikeThat
https://tidal.com/browse/track/35618?
#music #BedtimeRoutine #SelfCare #BurnOut #MENtalHealth #BPD #CPTSD #GenerationalTrauma
next up, as we're on the subject of #RadicalRap for #MusicBeforeBedtime, enjoy this absolute classic, evoking lots of memories, #CypressHill with #iAintGoingOutLikeThat
https://tidal.com/browse/track/35618?
#music #BedtimeRoutine #SelfCare #BurnOut #MENtalHealth #BPD #CPTSD #GenerationalTrauma
and to finish tonight's heavy hearted #MusicBeforeBedtime, i want to share my most important musical artist #NinaSimone with you with #BlueIndigo.
#GifsArtidote: i named my youngest child after her because i have always identified with nina's life experiences & got inspired & radicalised by her revolutionary spirit.
this is not my dearest song, but i have lived the blues indigo my self & know it too well #DysthymicDisorder #BPD
and to finish tonight's heavy hearted #MusicBeforeBedtime, i want to share my most important musical artist #NinaSimone with you with #BlueIndigo.
#GifsArtidote: i named my youngest child after her because i have always identified with nina's life experiences & got inspired & radicalised by her revolutionary spirit.
this is not my dearest song, but i have lived the blues indigo my self & know it too well #DysthymicDisorder #BPD
The world is full of diversity in so many ways. It's important. It's beautiful. It's natural. Don't let people tell you that what society tries to squash you into is the only way or best way for you, or that diversity is wrong. It is not.
#cosmiccrew #diversityandinclusion #neurodiversity #dissociativeidentitydisorder #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #lgbtqia #lgbtqiaplus
..on that note, here's another very apt #musicToWakeUpTo by #PJharvey called #billy which has deep memories for me around both my kids dads.
only the dickhead is still alive, in prison & heavily alcohol dependend resulting in serious #psychosis after 3 decades of drinking..
https://tidal.com/browse/track/637993?
#press #media #psychology #MENtalHealth #GenerationalTrauma #EmotionalNeglect #recovery #CPTSD #BPD #NPD #DVsurvivor #AbsentFathers #SingleParentFamilies
..on that note, here's another very apt #musicToWakeUpTo by #PJharvey called #billy which has deep memories for me around both my kids dads.
only the dickhead is still alive, in prison & heavily alcohol dependend resulting in serious #psychosis after 3 decades of drinking. i was deluded once & actually believed that i ๐ค him, but i never felt he felt anything for me. craziest thing is that i knew he was an alcoholic but i initiated & pursued him anyway, or rather, because of it. because that's all i knew, i have been conditioned from birth to believe emotional absence = ๐ค so that's what i've been looking for in partners. that was my rolemodel, my example to learn from. now i have to re-program my self & seek discomfort in searching for real love. fucking terrifying, even just typing the L-word ๐
https://tidal.com/browse/track/637993?
#press #media #psychology #MENtalHealth #GenerationalTrauma #EmotionalNeglect #recovery #CPTSD #BPD #NPD #DVsurvivor #AbsentFathers #SingleParentFamilies
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