Mastodawn

Been working hard on the new consultancy today. Am feeling a touch #hypomanic. The energy level is a little uncomfortable and I’m pretty sure the barman failed to give me a decaf latte which really isn’t helping. I can feel the excess energy in my chest. I can’t do anything quickly enough. I need to calm the fuck down but stay productive. I need more time in the outdoors away from my laptop.
#mentalhealth #bipolar #cyclothymia #elevated

Muninn 🍃Apr 24, 2025

Oh, I also need to do some reading on current thinking on bipolar disorder in general, but also specifically on #cyclothymia and so-called #cyclothymic temperament.

I'm curious if what the research is seeing consists mainly of people with unstable mood on a scale of hours to weeks plus oscillatory energy levels, but which don't meet criteria for #bipolar disorder.

Mx Verda Nov 13, 2024

@airshipper yeah yeah!
Like, if we’re all the equivalent of cells on the biosphere of the Earth’s surface,
then ideas would be the abstract (holographic?) representation of
relevant information flux (travel) thru an area in a given time span.

So then

Also I discovered a fundamental truth about neurotype communication! Possibly.
https://lgbtqia.space/@MxVerda/113477312218639736
And / or I may be overtired after migraine postdrome and need sleep desperately.

#academia #academic #sociology #biology #anthropology #philosophy #interdisciplinary #science #scientific #nerd #scientist #thinker #system #systems #systemsThinking #possibly #reductionism #reductive #overReductive #exciting #connections #aLittleManic #maybe #hypoMania #cycloThymia #ohFuck #ImTiredNow

Mx Verda (@[email protected])

Attached: 1 image Jfc I got a lot of mileage out of one goddamn screenshot but hey! My b/Blind and vision-impaired or sight-loss fellows shall feast tonight! … If any of you care about niche multi-layered terminology for humorous agenerational interconnective co-created commentary on base genuine media, surprises, commentary, and intersections of such! You goddamn linguistic nerds!! Ooh, I feel like https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YrHGbCyAqOU is structurally related. OMG. THAT’S HOW ADHD BRAINS CONNECT IDEAS. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQKGUgOfD8U AuHD or AudHD (urgh, I hate that initialism) people connect ideas by their structural relevance (and personal ascription of importance). And, apparently, Neurotypical, neuro default, or neuro expected people connect ideas by narrative relevance! And, frankly, also how much importance they ascribe to the narrative, topic, or relevance. Omg I’m an edu blogger?! This is like finding out that non-binary gender was an option! Holy shit. #EaseOfAccess #Alt #ALT4you #ALT4me #alt4u #altText #imgDesc #ImageDescriptionMeta #ImageDescriptionPostMeta #omg #AGAIN #thisCallsFor #CrusherP #Crusher #Vocaloid #metaCommentary #IdidNotKnow #itWasVocaloid #forYears #blind #BlindFedi #BlindMasto #vision #VisionLoss #eyes #eyesight #visible #visibility #sensory #sensoryImpairment #sensoryLimit #sensoryLoad #sensoryOverload #information #InformationTechnology #InformationOverload #info #InfoTech #EduBlogger

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ThreeOfUs Dec 8, 2023

My counsellor suggested that my #cyclothymia diagnosis may need revisiting - and that my symptoms and experiences may just be a normal human reaction to being trapped in a toxic marriage. She has a hunch that I may however have #adhd. I’m on the waiting list for an assessment. #mentalhealth

ThreeOfUs Oct 25, 2023

I’ve just got to make it through today and the small talk of 10s of strangers. Looking forward to 4pm when I can slip out and head for the train. I can relax then as it whisks me back to the comfort of being alone in my own place.
#depression #anxiety #cyclothymia #sad #mentalhealth

ThreeOfUs Jul 29, 2023

My battles with #depression and #anxiety were so lengthy and traumatic and it feels wonderful to be in a healthy place at last. Every single time I see someone else suffering I want to take away their pain. I can hardly describe how crippling and soul destroying it was. I had no joy, excitement or hope for the future. I was barely existing.
#cyclothymia #bipolar #mentalhealth

ThreeOfUs Jul 27, 2023

Can’t decide whether I’m getting old or just stable again after a #hypomanic episode, but my #libido has crashed 😬
#bipolar #cyclothymia

ThreeOfUs Jul 13, 2023

I’m still only getting around 5 hours sleep per night. I feel less edgy and #hypersexual but I could really do with 7 or 8 hours. Maybe I should get some sleeping pills. Slightly reluctant though cos even they don’t produce real sleep, and just mask the problem.
#hypomania #bipolar #cyclothymia

ThreeOfUs Jul 12, 2023

My #hypomania seems to be subsiding after reducing my #antidepressants and after a spell of cloudier, rainier weather (I have #seasonalaffectivedisorder). My aggression and #hypersexuality levels are down, and hours of sleep and ability to focus are up.
#bipolar #cyclothymia

ThreeOfUs Jul 11, 2023

#Hypomania turns me into a bit of a dick. I become more assertive to the point of mild aggression. I also become more sweary and edgy with my humour. People don’t know how to handle me - especially senior mangers 😬. Quite remarkable that I’ve never been fired.
#bipolar #cyclothymia