I MADE IT TO THE END OF THE SEASON, AND I'M SO FUCKING SAD
MY FAVORITE FICTIONAL OLD MAN IS DYING
AND I CAn't tell anyone that I actually know 
I'm gonna put off the next episode till the weekend… it's Thursday here still. I wanted to draw today, but today, now, is a day
I get to lie on my newly vacuumed floor,
take shallow breaths,
and try
to get over myself.
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