After I discovered my #tourettes I almost thought I was accidentally faking around others.
My tics would get more frequent, almost like I was trying to show off, not made better by several cruel people saying the same thing.
I realized it was due to being embarrassed, and stressed out by strangers, both of which increase the frequency of my tics. Especially if people started looking at me.
Once I made this connection I was able to let go of that.