I have already been through so much, and it feels like no matter what I try to do to escape the never ending train of crises that poverty gifts you with, another blow is ready to knock you back down on your ass.
And now, here we are again, and every time it gets a little harder to ask myself why I even bother.
I posted earlier that I made it to safety, and that is true. But I want to be transparent about what that safety cost. This is the hardest part. What I'd rather be right now is self-destructive.
I just checked my bank account, and my lungs flattened out.
The one-way rental vehicle that got Riko and me out of danger was supposed to be manageable. Anything above and beyond the original cost was supposed to go into a payment plan that would allow me to pay back that amount in a reasonable manner. Instead, my debit card was hit with a total charge of $1,045.15.
This, despite the fact that no transactions that overdraw my account should be permitted. In retrospect, I should've just bought a car and sold it for the funds to get my new life started. (That's a joke. A bank would NEVER give YOU that much control over your OWN money. That control belongs to the companies you think you "choose" to patronize.
Leftisms aside, this didn't just drain the funds we raised—it destroyed them.
In my last update that I had "very little left." I have been made mistaken. I now have less than nothing.
I cannot buy food. I cannot pay for gas. I cannot pay for anything until this hole is filled. The bank and the rental agency are closed until Monday, leaving me stuck in this financial freeze.
I need to raise $1,050 immediately just to get back to ZERO.
Please, if you can help me clear this debt so I can actually make it through my first week in Pittsburgh, I would be forever grateful.
https://www.gofundme.com/f/ellis-emergency-fund
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P.S. If you know anyone that works for Budget, ask them why they're in the business of destroying people's lives. That's a good question for them to answer.