Mastodawn

Today I dolled myself up to go to my cousin's birthday party in Roskilde 🩷 It went.... okay? It's so awkward with my dad and his wife, who I didn't know were coming until they walked through the door. I'm tired of being "nice" to protect of someone who has never protected me, not even when I was a child. So just say things as they are 🤷‍♀️ Like when my aunt and I talked about sleep and I said that I have C-PTSD and have nightmares every night, due to my traumatic upbringing. I don't see why it should be hidden? It's the truth 🤷‍♀️ But I'll probably get trouble for saying that out loud and writing it here. But I really don't care anymore. It is what it is 🩷

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Hope 3d ago

Today I went to individual therapy in DAT and it was really tough ❤️‍🩹 We are working on a timeline and have reached when I was around 9-13 years old, when there were a lot of neglect from the adults in my life. It creates some kind of irritation that there have been so many adults in my childhood who have not intervened. It hurts that as a child I had to act like an adult because the adults did not 🩷 But it is good talk about it with my therapist, even though it is hard 🩷
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Hope May 12

Dolled myself up to go to trauma group 🩷 It's just evaluation the today and next time, so it's not so much the therapy part from now on. It has really helped me a lot and me and the other people in the ground have agreed to keep in contact 🩷 That makes me very happy 🩷🩷

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Hope May 11

Started the day by going to the doctor to talk about sterilisation. It went okay, I got a referral to a gynecologist and we talked about how I can't get my period and still have a normal everyday life, due to pain. So my first thought was to remove it all, but then the doctor suggested keeping my tubes closed but continuing on the mini-pill so I still don't get my period, but still not have to be afraid of getting pregnant. They're not really in favor of removing it all, as you can then go into early menopause. So it sounded like a good solution, which I hope I can talk through properly with a gynecologist 🫶🩷 The rest of the day I'm just going to relax 🥱 Writing workshop will have to be another day, it's too much right now 🩷

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Hope Apr 27

I woke up with a terrible migraine 😭 So this is how I'm going to spend the day 😮‍💨
I had plans for the writing workshop and at the job office, but I had to cancel everything.... I can usually catch a migraine before it gets bad, but this came in my sleep... So I couldn't catch it early on and take medication ❤️‍🩹
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