I dropped out of school yesterday. I simply couldn't see myself in a world that didn't have room for me. It hurts so much because I really wanted it. But I don't want to compromise who I am to fit into a box I can't fit into ❤️‍🩹 So now I'm on my way to the job center to apply for social assistance 😔 I have a good plan for what I want and it will definitely be much better than being a health administrative coordinator, but it still hurts that my dream couldn't come true 🩷

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Today I dolled myself up to go to my big brother and celebrate my birthday 🩷 I also upcycled a denim jacket I bought around 5-6 year ago, but haven't worn much lately because of the "us. army" patch and a eagle patch. But I took some red thread and ran over it with my sewing machine, so now I can proudly wear it again 💅 Because fuck usa and fuck Trump 🖕🩷

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Today I spend the day with my social worker and planning some stuff with her 🩷 Later they called from det DAT therapy center and offered me a spot! I'm so excited for it 🫶 I also had some energy to be creative with some photos, they turned out this way 📸 #mentalhealth #schizophrenia #adhd #cptsd #trauma #depression #ootd #anxiety #recovery #psychology #mentor #recoverymentor #redhair #fashion #fashionphotography #dat #dattherapy #photoshoot #creativephotos #photo #model #modeling

You know she's a real bestie, when she knows how to make you feel good about yourself 🩵

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Penza enjoy that the living room floor is made pyjamasparty ready with blankets, pillow and an extra madras on the floor 🥹 Then you're in the perfect height for cuddles 🩷
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I dolled myself up to celebrate my birthday with my friends later 🩷 The theme is pyjamas party, so I'm in my homemade pyjamas 💤 It's SO comfy 🥱🥰
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