The Greenland Diaries: Day 37
The rain and thunder stopped abruptly last night. The Drum appeared quickly and deliberately, like it was jealous of the clout the storm was carrying. My chest became a little heavy when just the Drum hammered the shadows.
The rain was a nice reprieve.
I’ve been worried about my thoughts recently, or my overall state-of-mind. I’ve been thinking far too much about the monsters. Maybe it’s been these consecutive weeks of little or no confrontation with them which has caused it. I won’t forget them.
I don’t overlook that they are there.
Earlier on, Gerald was fixated with them, and we would talk about them every day for at least a few hours. It’s like a disorder or syndrome based on curiosity. I can’t stop thinking about them. I don’t know why they’ve been able to invade my thoughts, especially during the day when you can only find them lurking in reflections. If only I could see them better, take a picture or something. Their bodies look sharp and dangerous. From what I’ve seen, they have bones beneath their shadowy disguises; they’re usually faded gold with a blue and sinewy tissue holding them together. They have curled horns that change colors, and a dark shapeless face with no specific features.
What could they be? Obviously, they’re related to the plants, but what’s the relationship? They’re mortal, I killed one myself. It was hard, but it died.
They have weapons, but they’re hidden beneath their cloaks. Usually, they have blades that are grafted to their skin. They throw thorns as well. Who knows what those do when they pierce you. There’s a bigger version of them too, only their bones are a piercing red. They have an obscenely big arm that looks like an overextended strip of muscle. I wonder what it does.
I want to see them. I want to know them. To be hunted by invisible monsters’ night after night borders on insanity. The Drum knows. The Drum knows I’ll eventually go out to it. I’ll be drawn to the beasts.
This must be a tactic by them.
I swear it.
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