God i need to inject this song into my veins, it’s so me it hurts.

#actuallybpd #bpd #actuallybpd #mentallyunwell #Mentallyfucked

#introduction

HQ to all stations, HQ to all stations, federate this instance by boosting my intro!

i'm alex, a guy who moved from  to  and is now comfy here, sort of  

i mostly do digital art, sometimes graphic design. i also like rewriting my website all the time and experimenting with html and css.

i am very gay, very trans, very autistic and very disabled. i'm a hearing aid user, a glasses user and have mental conditions that affect my life drastically.

but that doesn't stop me from existing, even if said existence is hard

anyways! i really love computers of the 90s and 2000s, grew up with nintendo consoles and have plenty of favorite games, such as Jet Set Radio, Psychonauts, Pokemon X, Smash Bros. series and LittleBigPlanet 2

i also listen to music a fuck ton, my taste always changing; at the time of writing i'm mostly listening to Hideki Naganuma, Kikuo, Krafty Kuts, Reol and Mitchie M!

i post my art on my website, brainworms.nl and on my art account, @[email protected]

read my bio before following, thanks!

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The Worm of Mind...

Have you ever wondered how does it feel to live with brainworms that consume your life bite by bite?

it's actually lowkey upsetting that i can't even mention my mental health on insta without getting flagged for "graphic content".

like, sorry bpd is such a shitshow I guess? i'm currently in the middle of a vicious mood swing and wanting to reach out to irl friends for support but fuck me i guess

#actuallybpd

One typical symptom of BPD is rapid mood swings, usually caused by a trigger.

I may be perfectly fine until someone says or does something that triggers negative feelings inside of me and I get upset or depressed.

People with "classical" BPD may throw a tantrum and accuse others for their pain, whilst people with "quiet" BPD (like me) rather withdraw and blame themselves.

#BPD
#actuallybpd
#borderline

Happy Disability Pride Month to all of my fellow disabled people, including those who have a disability that is invisible.

Just because people can't tell on the first sight that you are disabled doesn't mean that your disability is not valid or that you are "not disabled enough".

🖤

#DisabilityPrideMonth
#disabled
#actuallybpd
#actuallydisabled

I need a break from being myself.😑

#actuallybpd
#bpd
#notjustsad
#anxiety

Is always falling in love with the wrong people self-destructive behavior?

Asking for a broken heart.

#actuallybpd