Life in Gaza has become too heavy to describe.

Every day feels like a struggle between fear, exhaustion, waiting, and trying to survive with the little that remains.

People here do not only need food or shelter. They need safety, dignity, hope, and a life that does not feel like an endless test of patience.

Gaza is tired.

And so are we.

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Weekly Gaza
Vol.17
Jun 19, 2026
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🟪Nouran 🍉
@NouranKhaledGh
Part 7

📨Post Jul 17

GOOD MORNING IF ANYONE CARE

WE STILL ALIVE 🇵🇸

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Do you hear me?

Today, 1 kg of flour costs 90 shekels = 26$
and 1 kg of sugar costs 300 shekels = 90$

These aren’t just numbers. This is the price of trying to survive.

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Every morning, I wake up not thinking about exams but about where our next meal will come from. I wonder how long this nightmare will last. Starvation is the worst nightmare ever!

Please don't forget us!

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an anyone hear me? 💔🇵🇸

I'm so sad 😭 I don't want to die 😭

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A million displaced souls in Gaza…
Most have no shelter, not even a tent.
Every day, over a hundred are burned alive by the bombs.
We are dying of hunger, of despair, of waiting for a miracle that never comes.
The dream is no longer a peaceful life.
It’s a merciful death.

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I’m writing this with tears in my eyes… I can’t take it anymore. I’m completely exhausted. I’ve been silently struggling , hiding all this pain in my heart. All I care about is keeping My family healthy and happy, but today I feel I’ve let them down… my family is in pain now because of contaminated water and spoiled food. Please, help me buy food

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I'm Nouran. I'm not just a number. I'm a girl trying to survive. My family and I are starving. We’ve lost everything.

Please, share my story! Maybe someone out there can help us hold on just a little longer.

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Can I ask you a favor? Don't stop talking about us 🙏🍉🇵🇸

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I swear, I’m feeling dizzy and unable to walk right now due to vitamin deficiency and severe malnutrition.

We are starving 😭

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STAND WITH ME 🥺💔
STAND WITH MY FAMILY 🥺💔
STAND WITH MY SADNESS 🥺💔

I REALLY HATE MY LIFE, NO ONE CARE 💔

CAN YOU SEE ME, CAN YOU HELP ME 💔

I AM HUMAN LIKE YOU 🥺

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This is the most difficult day since the famine began in Gaza. 1 kg of flour price is 40$. 1 kg of flour is just 8 loafs. It is enough for only three people a day.

The price of the food items available in the market are 30x higher than its original price

Can you imagine how the famine striking us?

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I hate it when people feel pathetic about us.
We’re not pathetic، I’m a nice person I’m an excellent student I’m a horse rider I’m a future dentist. I’m a great girl.
I’m not pathetic, the real pathetic is the one who’s silent.

Please don't forget us

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I am Nouran, a 19 years girl from Gaza. At this age, I should be sitting in a classroom, wearing a white coat, learning how to heal people’s teeth and bring back their smiles. I should be walking the university halls as a dentistry student.

But dreams in Gaza don’t survive.

Now, I spend most of my days sitting in front of a fire. I help my family cook basic meals. My hands are rough from the heat and smoke.

But I'm still dreaming

Please stand with my family

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We are dying of hunger! Can you imagine that I'm not able to sleep because I'm hungry? 😭

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I don’t know why the world went silent on us.
Maybe our suffering became background noise…
But we’re still here, still hurting, still hoping someone will care.

Please help my family buy food

📨Post Jul 16:

GOOD MORNING IF ANYONE CARE

WE STILL ALIVE 🇵🇸

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No place is safe anymore…
I’m lost, afraid, and just want to live.
Can anyone hear me? 😢💔

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Since last night, the Israeli army has been putting heavy psychological pressure on us in northern Gaza. Small drones fly low, firing randomly and playing loud sounds of tanks and ambulance sirens all night. They also broadcast unclear Arabic voices to scare and confuse.

At the same time, tanks and explosions hit Al-Zaytoun neighborhood. Many thought the wide invasion had started.

Right now, the fake ambulance sounds are still filling the streets.

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An eyewitness said that on the platform of the so-called “Gaza Humanitarian Company,” which sets up death traps, soldiers gathered thousands of people in a large yard this morning. Then they forced them to rush through a narrow path fenced with barbed wire on both sides. In the middle of the chaos, they started firing deadly gas.

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If anyone is interested,

Today, 1 kg of flour costs 90 shekels = 26$
and 1 kg of sugar costs 300 shekels = 90$

We are starving!

...

Can anyone hear me? 💔🇵🇸

I'm so sad 😭 I don't want to die 😭

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Did you think of us today? Literally we are starving! Don't forget us 🥺🇵🇸

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The internet keeps getting cut off every minute, famine everywhere, and over 100 ppl getting ki|ed every day..
What’s next? 😭😭💔

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I hate the night 😢 it's the time of starvation and heavy b0mbings.

Please keep us in your prayers

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I'm just so afraid 😭

My mental state’s all messed up with the news that the war ain’t stopping.
My heart’s about to stop from all this sadness 💔

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We are trapped on a tiny piece of land, with nowhere left to run. Hunger follows us. Fear never leaves.

From every side, we are surrounded. Even the sea is now a prison.

The sky burns. The ground shakes. There’s no safe place left.

We are out of space. Out of strength. Out of breath.

Please stand with my family

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If I die, I am not a number, I am a planet in itself, I have dreams and ambitions that I wanted to achieve. I dreamt of being a dentist, but the war stole my dream.

Don't forget me in your prayers and keep talking about me

📨Post Jul 11:

GOOD MORNING IF ANYONE CARE

WE STILL ALIVE 😔

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No camera can capture Gaza’s pain.

This isn’t just genocide. It’s watching your child die, begging for water, searching for a grave, running from bombs with nowhere to go.

Gaza isn’t a headline. It’s a living nightmare the world must not ignore.

❤️ 🇵🇸 Stand with my family

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Salam my friends, I NEED YOUR URGENT HELP!

The price of 1 kg of flour reached 30$ today 😢 this is unbearable !

The famine is heavily striking us

PLEASE DONATE AND SHARE

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We are afraid of going out, we can’t handle this anymore ):

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I am so, so scared.

The bombing is insane and continuous.

Please support me with a kind word 💔🇵🇸

📨Post Jul 9:

Last night, eastern Gaza burned under endless fire.
Explosions shook the earth. Homes vanished.
The blood in the streets hasn’t dried.

While the world talks politics and aid,
we bury a hundred loved ones a day.
Hundreds more lose limbs, families, hope.

This isn’t war. It’s a massacre.

Enough. Stop the killing. Let Gaza live.

📨Post Jul 8:

It was a very agressive night in north of Gaza 😭 We don't know when will this misery end!

📨Post Jul 1:

Yesterday, I walked over a pool of blood. A group of people were killed by a strike. Their blood was everywhere. The smell is still in my nose. I can’t forget it.

In Gaza, we don’t just see death. We live with it. We hear bombs every day. We run, we hide, we cry. We lose family and friends.

There is no safe place. Not at home, not in the streets.

We are alive, but broken.
We are breathing, but in pain.

📨Post Jun 30:

I miss my secondary school exams for the second year due to the war in Gaza.

But I'm still dreaming. Still hoping. Still waiting for the world to see us, not as victims or statistics, but as young people who want a chance. A chance to live, to learn, to heal, and to build a better future.

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This is how the scene looks like in our neighborhood.

My neighborhood is almost completely destroyed. Where once there were homes filled with laughter and children playing, now there is only dust, rubble, and silence.

*Attached movie is from this post.

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Still, I write. I write to remember, and to remind others that we are more than numbers or news headlines. I am a girl with dreams. A sister, a daughter, a survivor. I write because my voice is one of the few things the war hasn’t taken from me.

🚩Excerpt from the donation site:

[...]
Ahmed is living with his parents Khaled (59) and Abeer (48), and their six older siblings—Yousef (29), Ghaida (24), Rozan (23), Nouran (18), and Basmala (16) and Mohammed (13) For over a year now, his family has been displaced, living in a tent after being forced to evacuate multiple times due to the ongoing war. Despite the uncertainty they live in, their biggest hope is to rebuild their lives—to move beyond this daily survival mode and once again live a life where they can feel safe, secure, and free from constant fear.

Before the war, Yousef, the family’s primary breadwinner was a successful digital marketing specialist ranked among the top 3% of freelancers on Upwork. He supported the family alongside his brother Ibrahim after their father, Khaled, had to close his business in 2018 due to Gaza’s tough economic conditions. Yousef and Ibrahim worked tirelessly to ensure their family was taken care of and to pay off the debts that had burdened their father. They were focused on securing their future and creating opportunities for the entire family.

But when the war began, everything changed. Yousef lost his contracts, and Ibrahim became the only remaining provider. Yet, the astronomical inflation of prices in Gaza caused by the war made it impossible for him to support the family, and soon, even Ibrahim was overwhelmed with debt. The family found themselves not just displaced, but trapped in a cycle of survival, unable to move forward.

[...]

https://chuffed.org/project/121561

★★★

We have finally reached the starting point of Nouran's record full of pain, which spans approximately one year.
On that day, she declared powerfully, "Still, I write." That, perhaps, is the philosophy behind her entire diary.
Up until now, we have traced her time backward.
Now, I would like to reread it in chronological order.
Up to her current silence.
I don't understand the exact meaning of this silence, but it seems certain that she is now exhausted.
May peace one day come to her!

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Vol.17
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🟪Nouran 🍉
@NouranKhaledGh
Part 6

📨Post Jul 25:

People talk about the genocide like it’s just bombs and airstrikes. Yes, the bombs are real, and no one ever gets used to them.

But the genocide is more than that.

It’s when a family has to share one piece of bread.

It’s when a mother risks her life to feed her kids after losing her husband, and never makes it back home.

This is what we live everyday, but no one sees!

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Every day, there is loud bombing nearby.
Ambulances come and go with their sirens.
People cry for those they lost.
The few who are left run to the hospital.
Women cry, and men are sad and silent.
At night, the injured scream in pain.
This happens every day.

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News the world doesn't care about:

The number of deaths from famine and malnutrition has risen to 122, including 83 children, so far.

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I'm scared, unsafe, hunted, tormented, and hungry. Hungry. Ravaged. Hollow. A bite of dry bread won't sate my hunger. I'm withering, rolling in the dust for a bite, just a bite of real food.

📨Post Jul 24:

This is not an exaggeration. If no aid arrives in 48 hours (especially baby milk and flour) we might see the biggest mass death ever.

We’ve been starving for weeks. Our bodies are weak after more than 21 months of suffering and two months of eating only a little bread.

Now, there’s nothing left to eat. Nothing at all.

Tell the world that Gaza is starving!

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The U.S. mediator just announced that the ceasefire talks in Doha have stopped.

Since I heard the news, I haven’t stopped crying. What did we do to deserve this?

The famine is still going on, and it’s only going to get worse.

📨Post Jul 23:

I see unimaginable and painful scenes every single day in the streets.

I don’t understand how the world sees kids eating from trash, kids chewing tree leaves, and kids dying from hunger, and do nothing.

They are kids. Do you know what that means?

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Everyday I ask myself, when will this world finally look at us? Will it only notice when we’re all lying in coffins?

Will it care when 2 million souls in Gaza are gone (starved, bombed, and displaced)?

How many more have to die before the world feels something?

📨Post Jul 22:

We are no longer just hungry. What we feel now is worse. Something we can’t explain, like the soul leaving the body before death.

Our bodies are breaking down. Even small wounds don’t heal. Falling in the street is normal.

This is us (adults). But our children are suffering even more. They have severe malnutrition. They need healthy food and regular meals, but that’s impossible.

They are dying, one by one. And we can do nothing but watch.

Have you ever seen pain like this?

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People are falling in the streets. Not from the heat, but from hunger. Every morning, it’s normal to see people going door to door, asking for help, getting no answers. You can see the tears in their eyes, stuck there like a scar. Some just sit down on the ground, too weak to stand, joining others who are just as hungry.

People don’t talk much anymore; they save their words for when they get home, for one thing only: to say how hungry they are.

📨Post Jul 21:

The famine has reached its worst.

My little brother Ahmed, who is 10 years old, has started to suffer from weakness and extreme fatigue. His health is getting worse. Last Friday, he had a drop in blood circulation because of severe hunger. His body has started to shake from weakness.

Note: The price of 1 kg of flour has reached $60.

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This morning, while I was on my way to visit my aunt with my brother in the center of Gaza City, we saw a group of children (no older than 10) eating leaves off trees, trying to ease their hunger.

It wasn’t the first time I’d seen this. Over the past two days, I’ve witnessed similar scenes again and again. Each time, I freeze in shock. Am I dreaming? Even in our worst nightmares, we never imagined a famine this cruel.

what did these children do to deserve this?

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Did you think of us today? We aren't fine. We are starving!

Please keep us in your prayers

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2 million Palestinians are starving

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Agence France-Presse (AFP) has issued a statement regarding the condition of its correspondents in Gaza, saying that for the first time since its founding in 1944, it fears that its journalists may die of hunger.

📨Post Jul 20:

No one is talking about the terrifying famine sweeping through Gaza over the past 48 hours. I haven’t seen any media coverage.

I keep searching through posts, hoping to find someone mentioning how people are collapsing in the streets from hunger, but there's silence.

Get ready to hear news of mass deaths in Gaza due to starvation.

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Thousands of people went to get flour from aid trucks in an area under occupation. They were very hungry and needed food.

At least 95 people were killed. Many more are still missing. People at the scene say there are many bodies that have not been found yet.

This is very sad. People just wanted food.

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We’re not just hungry, we’re fading.
Little by little, we are being erased.

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Gaza prices today (per 1 kilo of):

Flour’s $60
Sugar’s $120
Pasta’s $30
Lentils $26
Rice $45
Veggies $30

But a Gazan life? WORTH NOTHING ..

📨Post Jul 19:

GOOD MORNING IF ANYONE CARE

WE STILL ALIVE 🇵🇸

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Please speak about the famine.
Write, share, shout. Do anything.
Before hunger ends our lives in silence

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No donations since yesterday ➡️ no food 😭
No donations since yesterday ➡️ no food 😭
No donations since yesterday ➡️ no food 😭

Please help my family buy food and share the post

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I'm sad!

My family is hungry and has nothing to eat. They're screaming with hunger.
Please share. I don't want to lose them. Please. 💔😭

Share and donate 💔💔

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Urgent | Hospitals in Gaza are seeing more and more people faint from extreme hunger. The population is physically collapsing.

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Stop! I want to eat. I am hungry and there is no food. The famine is getting worse. My stomach is empty. Please donate and help me and my family buy food. I don't know what to do or where to go.

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Can you see me?

Can you hear me?

I’m so hungry, scared, and exhausted.

📨Post Jul 18:

I can't move, I feel like every bone in my body is broken.
I'm at the peak of despair and can't endure this any longer.
It's been 21 mo of suffering. Please pray for me; I swear I'm exhausted..

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🚨 Gaza Ministry of Health:

Unprecedented numbers of citizens of all ages are arriving at emergency departments suffering from exhaustion due to hunger

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A very urgent help appeal!

The price of 1 kg of flour reached 60$ today

We can't believe what's happening! We are starving!

Please help us buy food

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Things are getting out of control here. For the first time we are facing such a famine. The prices are so crazy. No one can get anything. We will all die of hunger soon 😭😭😭

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🟪Nouran 🍉
@NouranKhaledGh
Part 5

📨Post Aug 9:

(Reply to some asshole)
Are you attacking me because you saw the nail polish on my nails?

I don’t know what kind of stereotype you have about us. I'm very shocked!!!

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I want to say something very important!

Before the war, life was beautiful. People had jobs, homes, and happy families.

Now things are hard, but we still try to enjoy life. People still love, get married, and see friends.

Some attacked me for wearing nail polish. Do I have to look sad with pale face and torn clothes to be believed?

Yes we lost almost everything, but we still love life.

Please try to change the way you see us.

📨Post Aug 8:

We woke up this morning to extremely disturbing news.

The Israeli cabinet decided last night to invade all of the Gaza strip.

We might be ordered to evacuate to the south in anytime.

We really need your urgent help 😭

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Friday was the most beautiful day for us.

We liked to sit together as a family and eat Palestinian Maqluba after the Friday prayer.

We used to go to the sea. The beach was calm and beautiful.

Now, there is no food, and the beach became a city of tents.

📨Post Aug 7:

I got a bad flu today.

Can you imagine getting the flu in this very hot weather, with no food or medicine? 😢

It is really one of the hardest times in my life

Our bodies are so weak now, and there is no immunity at all.

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We survived another scary night

but every morning I wonder

how much longer can we keep surviving?

📨Post Aug 6:

The things I experience and see every day make me feel like the end of the world has started in Gaza.

The hunger in Gaza looks like something from the end of the world.

it's like nothing else.

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Life here is too hard to explain.

From morning to night, we run to find food and clean water.

We are tired. We are lost.

📨Post Aug 4:

Good morning my friends

Every night, we watch time pass, minute by minute.The night here is terrifying.

And once again, we've survived. 🇵🇸

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This morning, my mind is occupied with memories of my old life.

Tell me, my friends

What does a normal life even look like? Honestly, I’ve forgotten. 😞

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I remember the last time I ate a full meal was on March 2, the second day of Ramadan.

Since then, I haven’t eaten meat, sweets, or any healthy food.

Our health is getting worse, and our bodies are weak.

The hardest part now is that even bread is hard to find and very expensive.

You're lucky if you're able to secure bread for one meal.

📨Post Aug 3:

Good morning my friends

We survived from another heavy night 🥺

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666 days of genocide!

And the question remains,
How long will we keep surviving?
We don’t live, we don’t thrive
We just survive.
As if survival has become our way of life,
As if we’re postponing the end, one day at a time.
But until when?
Will we keep counting the dead instead of our dreams?
Gathering memories instead of making plans?
Will we keep hiding under a tent, hoping it’s not the one bombed tonight?
Survival is not a life,
And we deserve a life.

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Me and two million people in Gaza have been wishing for any kind of sweets for many months.

Did you know that one kilo of sugar now costs more than $100?

This is insane!

📨Post Aug 2:

Yesterday's airdrop includes 150 aid packages (the biggest one so far).

That’s equal to just 5 trucks. And it’s coming from Germany, France, Spain, Bahrain, and Belgium… all together.

In total, only around 200 packages have been dropped in the past few days (that’s just 6 and a half trucks).

None of the aid reached the people. It was all stolen.

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There’s no flour, and no one is gaining weight here. We don’t care about our weight. We can now see the bones in our chests. These long lines are draining us. Whatever we eat is burned off while walking to get drinking water, and whatever we drink turns into sweat under the burning sun. There’s no escape from this painful cycle, except the peace we find in death, and we mean that literally, not as a figure of speech.

📨Post Aug 1:

Have you ever thought about living in Gaza?

How would you feel going to sleep and waking up hungry?

Would you have the strength to stand in line for three hours just to get water?

Could you handle the extreme heat while living in a tent?

How would you live with no safety?

How would it feel to see your family suffering all the time?

In Gaza, we spend our days just trying to survive.

📨Post Jul 31:

GOOD MORNING IF ANYONE CARE

WE STILL ALIVE 🇵🇸

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No matter how hard life gets, always be grateful.

Be grateful for having family and friends around you.
Be grateful for your good health.
Be grateful that you are safe.
Be grateful that you wake up in the morning and go to work.
Be grateful that you eat what you like.
Be grateful that you sleep peacefully at night.

I now feel the true value of everything

because I lost it all..

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The hardest part of my day?

Trying to sleep while hungry.

The worse is knowing that I'll wake up searching for something to eat and I might find nothing.

Please keep supporting us❤️🇵🇸

📨Post Jul 30:

We wake up each day searching for something to eat, but there’s nothing. We look for someone to complain to, someone who might listen, but no one’s there. Everyone around us is hungry. You can hear their stomachs loud and clear, saying, “No food, and no one to hear us.”

Even speaking about our hunger feels forbidden. It breaks our hearts to see our children suffer, to be seen only as “the hungry.”

But we are not hungry. We are people with dignity who are being starved.

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Hospitals in Gaza have reported four new deaths in the past 24 hours due to famine and malnutrition.

Has this become a normal headline?

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I'm wondering if you are tired of our news and it has become normal to you?

I want to let you know that we are still starving. We are still being killed every moment.

Please don’t forget us. Talk about us.

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I counted over thirty missiles tonight. As I write this, another one has just hit. And if morning comes, if it comes, more missiles will fall, onto more roofs, over people just trying to survive under anything they can call shelter.

Tonight, the sky isn’t dark, it’s red.

The blackness we see? It’s not night. It’s the smoke of explosions.

📨Post Jul 29:

Holding on to a dream here in Gaza isn’t easy. The days are heavy. Nights are louder than they should be, filled with the sound of drones instead of laughter or quiet sleep. Every morning, I wake up unsure if I will face a new beginning or a new loss.

📨Post Jul 28:

I don’t know how we survived this heavy night.

The bombing was everywhere, relentless and intense.

We’re not used to the sound of explosions. No human being can ever get used to the sound of death.

We survived this night, but what about the nights to come?

Please talk about us!

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Gaza’s youth are strong, but we are exhausted. We didn’t just lose homes and neighborhoods, we lost time and hope. Many friends who once had big dreams now sit at home with nothing to do. Some try to study on their own, but most of us are focused on surviving day by day.

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In this video, you can see just a part of the massive damage in my neighbourhood.

In Gaza, you can only see death, damage and displacement.

Please help my family buy food

*Attached movie is from this post.

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I'm not ashamed to say I'm extremely hungry.

Signs of malnutrition, major weight loss, and constant dizziness have started to show.

📨Post Jul 27:

I'm very sad!

High school exam results were announced this morning in the West Bank.

But for the second year in a row, I couldn't take the exams, just like thousands of other students in Gaza, because of the war.

That means I can't go to dental school. I can’t follow the dream my parents and I have had since I was a child. It breaks my heart.

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How will your donation help my family?

In Gaza, prices have become unbelievable. You might think I'm crazy when I say that 1 kg of sugar now costs over $150, but sadly, that is the reality here. And these extreme prices apply to all available food items (very limited).

To survive in Gaza, an average-sized family needs at least $100 per day just to afford the most basic food (bread and a few legumes like beans)

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No one in this world can bear even a part of what’s happening tonight.

The sound of the bombing shakes our skulls.

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The media says that aid has entered Gaza.

But what does the street say here?

Today, I saw a man in his fifties walking through the street under the sun, shouting at the top of his lungs, “By God, I haven’t had a single loaf of bread for my family for a week.”

This man is the real media.

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12:42 AM

I’m really exhausted and can’t tell if I’m sick or just hungry.

📨Post Jul 26:

Scattered aid packages falling from the sky can't replace the need for open borders, safe corridors, and a real humanitarian response. We deserve meals with dignity, not desperate scrambles for survival.

To end the famine, we need access, not airshows.

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Just to be clear

Gaza needs 1,000 trucks loaded with food and medicine every single day for an entire month to overcome the famine.

Airdropping aid is just a show. it doesn’t even help 1% of the people survive hunger.

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The hungry body
slept without bread,
and in the morning,
the birds carried it
to its final rest.

Here is Gaza!

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Life is very hard here. In Gaza, we no longer dare to hope for a ceasefire.

When death feels no different from life, hope becomes a luxury.

That’s the most dangerous place a human soul can reach.

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Can you imagine your life with only one meal every two days? 😔

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🟪Nouran 🍉
@NouranKhaledGh
Part 4

📨Post Sep 6:

i'm so disappointed

My first Tawjihi exam was supposed to start 50 minutes ago.

I went to a place with internet like thousands of other students.

When the time came we tried to open the website but it didn’t work.

Now, after 50 minutes we are still waiting and don’t know if it will work or not.

Sadly we have been victims of what's happening here for long months.

...

I want to scream. I want to cry. Words no longer help. Nothing can describe our miserable life. We have no strength left. Everything here drains us.

We just want a normal life! Nothing else

📨Post Sep 5:

According to the media, the military operation in Gaza is set to begin next week, starting with heavy airstrikes followed by a ground invasion.

I might lose the internet in anytime next week. Please remember all of us in your prayers ♥️

📨Post Sep 3:

The situation is deteriorating very quickly!

We started hearing the tanks movements at the night. They are getting closer every day.

Every single atom of my soul is scared. Scared as never before. This time is totally different.

I don't know what to say! Does anyone feel of us? Can you imagine what we go through?

📨Post Sep 2:

Hello my friends!

All the news say that we might be ordered to evacuate to the South during this month.

We want to stay but we are thinking what if we are forced to leave under fire.

The cost of evacution to the south is unbearable. The tent price is 800-1000$. The transportation price is 600$. The land rent for a tent is around 200$. Setting up a bathroom costs more than 200$.

Please don't leave us alone. Please donate via the link in the bio and share with friends.

📨Post Sep 1:

What is the end? We just need to know what is the end? If the war will end in a year please tell us, and we'll be patient. If the end is death please make it faster. We hate the unknown that we live. We don't know anything! We hate how we are forced to live.

...

Welcome dear September.

Since we were kids, we loved you. You were the month of nice weather, going back to school, and full of good energy.

Please September be kind this year. Don’t bring pain, loss, displacement, or hunger.

Be gentle just like we knew you before.

...

We know these are our last days in Gaza City.

We say goodbye to what is left of our homes and cry over the streets we love even though they are destroyed.

In a few days, the world will see live the biggest displacement in years. One million hungry people left alone, abandoned by everyone in a silence we cannot understand.

📨Post Aug 30:

Very heavy night..

...

We survived another time. This night was very different. Intensive bombings all of the night. All the night we feel that we might be the next target.

We survived this time, but I don't know if we'll survive again.

Please keep us in your thoughts 🙏

...

Waiting the unknown is worst thing we daily experience.

What we do everyday is waiting the unknown!

We spent more than 22 months just waiting.

Ceasefire? Evacuation? Death? Hunger?

We don't know! Just live day by day.

📨Post Aug 29:

Night is very tough here. If I survive from death, I'm not able to survive from my thoughts and feelings.

Please keep us in your thoughts ♥️

...

What living in a tent looks like?

In December 2023, we were ordered to evacuate under fire. We went to Shuhdaa Al-Aqsa hospital in Deir alBalah because it was night and we had nowhere to go.

In that night, we slept on the land. It was a very cold night.

Two days later, we managed to move to Rafah. We set up a tent there and the very tough life began.

In May 2024, we were ordered to evacuate from Rafah. We went to Mawwasi Khanyounis and we spent 9 months there.

No words in the world can describe how tough the tent life is.

In the tent, you wake up in the early morning because you'll not bear the heat once the sun rises.

In the tent, you'll see all kind of insects all the time. The worse? You might find a snake beside you and it happened many times with us and with our neighbours.

In the tent there is no privacy. You don't have even a space to cry with yourself!

In the tent you are always scared of being burnt. Yes! If you are targeted, you'll be burnt because you live in a tent!

In the tent you'll cry all the time due to heat, cold, fear.

The tent is worser than I described.

The evacuation is very near 😢

That's why we are afraid of displacement.

📨Post Aug 28:

I don't know how the world see us.

Do they see us as human beings?

When will we have safety, food, shelter, education? When will have a normal life?

📨Post Aug 25:

They are now bringing hundreds of thousands of soldiers and vehicles for Gaza city invasion.

When you see the number, you think they are going to invade a country with great power.

But the reailty is that they'll face hungry people living in tents for 22 months.

📨Post Aug 24:

I'm Nouran Ghaboun, I'm 19 years old now. I was 17 when the war began.

I didn't graduate from the secondary school because there is no exams. In this time, I supposed to be in the univresity.

I'm writing this wondering what is my guilt to lose my future? what is my guilt to lose even the basics of life like safety, education and food? All we live is fear all the time, displacement, death, hunger.

Can you imagine that I forgot how the normal life looks like?

...

I can't describe how heavy the last night was!

We hate the nigh, the fear we live through at night and we hate the sounds of the explosions.

We are human beings and we deserve a life without fear.

📨Post Aug 23:

'm tired 😔

This is the first morning for me for a while to be not able to write about the situation.

I'm thinking of the unknown!

What to do in the upcoming days? Where to go? How to survive?

A lot of questions are eating my mind

Please keep us in your thoughts and keep supporting us

📨Post Aug 22:

We sleep and wake up every day to the sound of bombing.

The bombing sounds come closer and closer each day.

I'm still alive but I feel scared all the time.

It seems like the end is very near.

...

Everything is contradictory here!

We see war jets and surveillance planes in the sky.

And at the same time, another planes dropping aid supplies.

📨Post Aug 19:

Everything here is scary.

We are afraid of everything.

There is no human life here. Every detail of life is frightening.

I'm very depressed 😞

📨Post Aug 16:

Only the western part of Gaza City is left, crowded with about one million people.

One million souls stuck between the bombing and the sea, waiting for the unknown.

In the coming days the rest of Gaza City will be invaded

Will we be thrown into the sea?

📨Post Aug 15:

Our suffering is not only bombing, hunger, and displacement.

It is also that there is no real human life.

The humidity in Gaza reached 75% in the past days.

Can you imagine newborn babies and old people living in tents in the hot and heavy air?

This is insane!

📨Post Aug 13:

What fears us most is displacement.

I remember when we fled under fire to Deir al-Balah at the end of 2023

We arrived at night so we went to Shohada Al-Aqsa hospital because we had nowhere to go

That night, we literally slept on the hospital’s floor tiles.

People adviced us to leave because the tiles had traces of blood and full of diseases like smallpox.

We stayed there for two days until we moved to Rafah and set up a tent there before going to almawwasi in May, 2024.

📨Post Aug 12:

This year, I and thousands of students aren't able to take the secondary school exams for the second year in a row.

I'm now experiencing a new feeling.

I don't have any energy to think or to cry my future! I stand motionless while seeing my future fade away

Life is very tough here

📨Post Aug 11:

Very terrifying night in the northern Gaza Strip.

Please keep us in your prayers 😞

...

We survived once again, but this time is totally different!

It was one ot the toughest nights we have lived since the war began.

The Isreali airplanes carried out several of fire belts during the night.

Let me tell you something

The fire belt takes around 3-5 minutes. During each second, you see the death in front of your eyes.

📨Post Aug 10:

I spent most of the day thinking with my family of plans in case of evacuation.

We found out that we don't have any plans about where to go?

I think all of the people don't have any plans

The only thing we hope is to be able to take our personal things.

That's it!

...

ll of the options in Gaza lead to the same result.

in the case of evacuation to the south, if we decide to stay or to flee, we'll be targeted and starved.

★★★
Nouran's diary is not completed and still will be continued into the past time.
Today, I've (again) exceeded the character limit for this post, so I'll end it here.
I feel very heavy-hearted and conflicted right now.
I am certain that I am publishing extremely valuable text that should be preserved in history.
However, despite that, this is nothing more than a pointless way to pass the time, if this post does nothing to help real Nouran.

She has been silent for a month.
Her last post was this:
"A long time of isolation and depression with lots of thoughts.
Thank you for your kind messages, my friends.
Please keep us in your prayers and thoughts"
And she hasn't received any donations for two weeks.
If reading this post has moved you even a little, please donate to her. Even a dollar would be appreciated.
https://chuffed.org/project/121561
(I would like to too, but I have no money left this month.)

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Hello 👋 🫂
Your brother Osama from Gaza, a father of three, is living in harsh conditions due to the war and lack of job opportunities. I implore you to support us in any way you can.

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I may not be able to give my children much right now, but I'm trying to ensure they don't miss out on education.

Every contribution, no matter how small, helps me cover their school fees and keep their dreams for the future alive. 🌷📚

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🟪Nouran 🍉
@NouranKhaledGh
Part 3

📨Post Oct 9:

Good morning my friends

Is it a reality? 😭😭😭

Will we live a life without fear soon? Will we live a normal life? Will I be able to get involved to the university? Will we be able to find food and clean water easily?

I hope this becomes a reality in the upcoming few days ♥️♥️♥️♥️

...

My dear friends

The news says that this genocide is finally over.

We survived!

You were there for me and my family when life was very hard. You helped us when we had no food and had to leave our home. You never left us.

You showed me that there is still kindness in the world and that people can care for each other.

These small words aren't enough to thank you for everything you do for us.

I pray that Allah keeps you and your loved ones safe.

Big love from me and my family
Nouran Ghaboun

📨Post Oct 7:

Good morning my friends,

I'm still alive. Despite of everything, I'm trying to be positive. When my mother asks me about the news, I tell her only the positive news (if there is any). She is always depressed (you know the responsibilities of the mothers in our situation 😢😢).

We are trying to survive and we are trying to hide the sadness from each other to stay strong.

...

730 days of suffering

Two years without doing anything but looking for surviving. Two years of fear. Constant fear that didn't stop for a minute. Two years of searching for a safe place. No safe place. Two years of loss. Where are friends and relatives now? Two years without clean water or healthy food.

The series of suffering goes on.

And the situation is getting worse everyday

📨Post Oct 6:

Good morning my friends

I'm still alive. I'm still breathing. My soul is very tired of what we experience every day. Our life is a series of pain and loss. We see and experience unbelievable things. It seems that the end of the world began from here.

I want to scream. I want the world to hear my voice

📨Post Oct 2:

The worst day in my life! We are shocked. We can't believe.

Today saw in social media that our home was targeted in Gaza city. Then we were informed that a number of my family are martyrs:

My uncles Moein and Ahmed.
My cousin Manal, her two daughters and her son.
My cousins Jana, Hamza and Judy.
A number of relatives who live in our home.

We can't believe what happened! It's a nightmare

...

I don't have a place to isolate myself and cry. A lot of feelings that I can't describe. I want to cry but I can't.

Can you imagine that?

📨Post Sep 30:

I can't sleep. I'm thinking of my home. I miss my small home.

It's not just made of stones. It holds our memories, childhood, laughter and even suffering.

A human being without home and memories is lost!

📨Post Sep 29:

I spend all of the time thinking of my family. My family suffered so much, like the other families. We are displaced. In the past we spent more than 13 months in the tents. And we got back to live in a tent in the previous week.

Life in a tent is inhumane. It's not only about privacy or cold and hot weather. I talk about the displacement feeling. We are displaced. We don't have a home to go for in the end of the day. Our life is miserable!

...

Nothingness..

We do nothing in our day but trying to survive. We spend our day from the morning looking for water.

We try everyday to find a meal. What we find today might be not available tomorrow (no healthy food since a long time)

We spend hours in front of the fire to make a meal. The smell of fire always stays on our clothes.

Our life became a search for food, water and basic life requirements. No one in the world can bear this life! 😭

...

Setting in front of the fire make you hate the life 😔😔 but Alhamdullah that we have something to eat ❤️🙏

📨Post Sep 28:

Crying became something we do every morning. We cry about our life, what we lost, our future, our home.

We cry about everything 😭

📨Post Sep 25:

Good morning my friends ❤️

I'm still alive. I'm confused. I'm depressed. The first night in the tent was difficult. I don't if we'll get back to our home one day or not. I don't know if we'll find a home. A lot of thoughts. A lot of feelings that I don't know.

Please keep us in your thoughts ❤️

📨Post Sep 24:

We arrived to the south

No rest! Things are messy in the tent and around it so we are working now to organize our things and clothes.

We know that no place is safe but I hope that it is less dangerous than Gaza city.

Please help my family stay alive via the link

https://chuffed.org/project/121561-urgent-help-for-ahmads-family

** I apologise for the late reply to your kind messages as the movement took time ❤️ I'll reply once we get things organised. Thank you ❤️

📨Post Sep 23:

I can’t explain how terrible it feels to just try to survive, after once having a full and meaningful life in the past.

I know that it's not possible to go back in time. But if I'm able to go back in time, I'll enjoy my previous beautiful life.

I'll wake in the morning and have a cup of tea with my mother. I'll go to school and meet my teachers and friends. I'll go to the beach. We had a very wonderful beach. I'll have a meal that I love with my friends.

And I'll not feel scary!

...

We decided to leave to the south in the next Thursday.

But we are leaving at the moment because the tanks suddenly reached our street. We don't know if we'll be able to reach the south or no 😭😭😭

Please keep us in your prayers and thoughts

📨Post Sep 22:

We finished setting up our tent in the south.

My brother Yousef has been in the south since Friday. He moved our belongings, cleaned the land and today he finished today setting up the tent.

Tomorrow he'll set up a bathroom. Then I with the rest of my family will move to the south.

Thank you so much for all great people who supported us in the darkest times ❤️

Please donate and help my family secure our basic life requirements

...

In the moment of writing these words, I'm living the saddest moments in my life. I’m saying goodbye to every corner of our house and my eyes are full of tears. I fear that I forget the details of our home one day because I know that we'll not get back. Even if we get back in the future, we might not find our home.

No words can describe how hard it is to leave the place where you lived every moment in your life since childhood.

📨Post Sep 16:

The last days in our home

The one we love most.

We are packing our clothes and whatever we can take.

I don’t see anyone from my family crying

Everyone is just living in a state that feels like shock

or maybe there are no tears left.

Do you know what it means to break your bed into wood for fire because there is no place for it in the tent?

📨Post Sep 15:

I'm not able to cry anymore. Crying doesn’t help. We are lost and afraid. There is danger all around us.

These are the hardest hours of my life.

We will leave our home in the upcoming days and I think it would be under fire.

We don’t know where to go. No place until the moment of writing the post.

Does the world see us?

...

My hand is trembling from fear 😭

Two massive targets in our area while we were baking the bread 30 minutes ago

*Attached movie is from this post.

...

We are running out of time. Please don't ignore my message 😢

We still didn't find a place to go or a way to move our remaining things.

The few services that were here are disappearing fast.

Transport and tent prices are today even higher than the previous days. (If we find them)

I’m very scared and time is moving quickly.

📨Post Sep 14:

We feel trapped

Things are getting worse very fast in Gaza City.

We've been looking for a place to stay in the south of the Gaza Strip for more than 10 days but we found nothing.

Now we stand motionless and death is around us every minute.

I don’t know how this will end.

📨Post Sep 13:

Salam my friends

I'm still alive, but every night is harder than the one before.

I heard my mother telling my aunt that yesterday was the toughest ever in our area.

I totally agree with her!

The positive side is that I successfully completed the English exam this morning and it was well ♥️ three exams left

📨Post Sep 11:

Good morning my freinds,

I woke up today to loud gunfire and many explosions. As usual I checked that my family is ok. I succesfully completed the chemistry exam. I'll spend most of my time today preparing for the next exams. Hopefully nothing bad happens to us today.

I'm not a number. I'm human being. I have life details. I have a story. I have a dream. I love my life even if it's too difficult.

📨Post Sep 9:

Just minutes ago, we were ordered to evacuate the entire Gaza City toward the south.

This is the moment we feared for a long time.

My body trembles with fear, as if I am feeling it for the first time.

Now we don't know where to go or what to do!

...

My friends, I desperately need your help now!

We were ordered to evacuate to the south. We don't know what to do! If we decide to leave in the upcoming days, we need to secure transporation, buying tent and renting a land. The costs are unbearable. We can't cover them without your help.

📨Post Sep 8:

The night began and how tough the night in Gaza is! 😢

📨Post Sep 7:

Good morning my friends

I have successfully completed the biology exam :underheart: 🙏

Wish me luck😍

★★★
Our journey into Nouran's past is not yet over.
Now I feel incredibly heavy-hearted as I copy and paste her posts.
Every word she said should be read by people all over the world.
But I'm not a journalist, a historian, or a literary critic.
I'm worried about Nouran, the real person.
She hasn't posted in almost a month, and there have been zero donations.
She seems to be completely forgotten now.
I'm not trying to blame anyone, but something is wrong!
But I don't know what to do either.

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