J’ai pas la foi d'écrire en anglais ajd, donc je vais réagir en français de façon indépendante au sondage anglophone et à la discussion qui en suit sur la perception et le lien à la poésie des personnes autistes

J’aime lire de la poésie, j’ai 4 éditions des Fleurs du mal et je me les relis régulièrement, mais en même temps j’ai jamais bien compris ce que je lis ; je me laisse porter par les phrases, les images étranges, mais je vais jamais au-delà, parce que je n'y arrive pas
Et là où j’ai le plus été frustrée récemment, c’est en partiel quand on devait faire un commentaire de texte d’une ode de Sappho ! Je veux dire, je lis les mots, je comprends leurs sens, mais le sens des vers, du poème en lui-même, j’ai absolument pas, et même en bossant dessus dans le cadre d’un commentaire de texte, y a strictement rien qui me vient, qui fait sens
Dans le cadre scolaire/universitaire c’est vraiment pénible, parce que ce sont pas des textes qui m'attirent forcément, et qu’en plus je peux pas les apprécier simplement pour l'effet immédiat produit (ou non), mais de surcroît ça me renvoie violemment ma différence, et ça me dit que je suis incapable

Donc la poésie, je peux aimer, mais si on me laisse du temps et que je n'ai pas à y réfléchir

#AuctuallyAutistic #ActuallyAutisticFr

"Musical Stimming: Songs I'll Damage My Hearing To By Turning Up The Volume On My Good Headphones Until My Entire Body Is Vibrating"

(song list on #Wafrn)

#stimming #auctuallyautistic

https://app.wafrn.net/fediverse/post/e4dcf304-82a7-4184-8e74-833bd40456ea

harriehq ([email protected])

Musical Stimming: Songs I'll Damage My Hearing To By Turning Up The Volume On My Good Headphones Until My Entire Body Is Vibrating (not exhaustive, but fairly thorough, at least for Tonight'

app.wafrn.net

Hand Therapy Update:

Finger drop has reduced from Ten degrees to Zero.

Didn't tell the Hand Therapist but felt like I'd aced a test I studied *really hard* for.

Two more weeks of interchangable spilt wearing left:
Figure of Eight Tape/ Figure of 8 Plastic support / Night splint Immobaliser

#Healing #AuctuallyAutistic #Autism #MalletFinger

Accidentally put ketchup for my egg n cheese bagel on the Bottom Bagel instead of the Top one and.. yeah that's discernabley discombobulating ...

#Autism #Autistic #AuctuallyAutistic #AuDHD #Food

uhm does Dyslexia get worse as you get older?

I've been mildly Dyslexic all my life - but mostly it's the Dyscalculia that wrecks my comprehension of a thing - but lately I'm find myself typing entire words backwords?

Is this a thing or is my brainpan just being extra Noodly?

Maybe I'm just very very tired.. ?

I'm not a touch typer, but occasionally can type at the speed I'm thinking (just), and that when backwards happens

#Dyslexia #Dyscalculia #ADHD #AuctuallyAutistic

Boyf: I've been thinking of buying a Tarot Deck for myself

Me: Waaaait just one second..

:: immediately opens 17 tabs and bombards him with info ::

#Tarot #InfoDump #AuctuallyAutistic

#auctuallyautistic Hello all, update on the future retreat for neuro-spicy, and overall want some personal space but not completely alone vacation spot . We have land clearing stage 1 done and electric thingamajig ready for power company to hook up power. Then my dirt guy can come back with the big machines to clean up and finish road and driveway with road cloth and gravel… after electric runs their line under the road.
#AuctuallyAutistic was looking for my divorce papers from 30 yrs ago,actually came across letter my foster family sent my parents when I was adopted. They said I got horrible rash from wheat cereal but went away once switched to rice. Read it long time ago but forgot that part. Mom said her dr said foster fam didn’t know anything ignore it. I self diagnosed wheat intolerance at 50. People thought I was making it up. wonder how much life allergies could have been avoided? Funny huh

Aha!

Euclidian space mystery solved!

*Utterly forgot about* the *two entire stacks* of books which I was routinely moving from the office desk to the bedroom every night/morning.

Only remembered because I just looked at my desk and thought .. hmm something is missing what.. ? Oh yeah.

SO!

A large amount of decluttering DID take place and something WAS in reality achieved

🤦🏾‍♀️

😮‍💨👍🏾📚

#ADHD #NeuroSpicy #Autisim #AuctuallyAutistic #Autistic #Declutter

https://dice.camp/@Faintdreams/111586093491265929

Faintdreams (@[email protected])

How ? It took me about six hours but I cleared a bookshelf - measuring about 18 inches of space - and placed books from the floor onto the shelf AND YET I STILL MYSTERIOUSLY DO NOT HAVE ANY FRIGGIN FLOOR SPACE! Has my office morphed into a Non- Euclidean space? I actually *removed things from the room* and put Large Bulky Empty boxes into the trash! This is cukoobananapants! Gah ! 😮‍💨😶 #ADHD #NeuroSpicy #Autisim #AuctuallyAutistic #Autistic #Declutter

Dice.camp

How ?

It took me about six hours but I cleared a bookshelf - measuring about 18 inches of space - and placed books from the floor onto the shelf AND YET I STILL MYSTERIOUSLY DO NOT HAVE ANY FRIGGIN FLOOR SPACE!

Has my office morphed into a Non- Euclidean space?

I actually *removed things from the room* and put Large Bulky Empty boxes into the trash!

This is cukoobananapants!

Gah !

😮‍💨😶

#ADHD #NeuroSpicy #Autisim #AuctuallyAutistic #Autistic #Declutter