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Thoughtful blog post by somebody with long Covid and ME/CFS. Initially focuses on describing the post-exertional malaise effects of working 3 days in a row before discussing how the whole illness(es) and the effect it is having on his life is making him feel emotionally

https://centerleftstack.substack.com/p/the-debt-came-due

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“Now I cannot stay upright. The fatigue is a physical weight, not a feeling of sleepiness but something more like gravity has been turned up and my body is the only thing that hasn’t gotten the memo. Screens worsen my symptoms. Sound is exhausting. Thinking is exhausting. Being upright is exhausting. I lie flat and stare at the ceiling, which has become a kind of companion these past weeks”
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“Three months off, at minimum. Move to the first floor. Minimize every exertion. She mentioned a potty chair. Let that land for a moment. A potty chair, so I don’t have to walk the ten feet to the bathroom.

I have a bathroom that close and my doctor was genuinely concerned about the exertion cost of reaching it. That is where I am.”

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“I’ve moved to the 1st floor*. The upstairs where I used to sleep, where I used to have a life that spread itself across multiple rooms, is now effectively another country. I don’t go there. The energy cost of stairs is a luxury I cannot afford. My world has compressed to the dimensions of a single level of a house, & within that level, primarily to the bed”

*=“ground floor” in UK/Ireland/probably some other countries
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“When Long COVID took hold, I didn’t want to stop. I tried everything reasonable: accommodation requests, modified schedules, reduced hours. When those doors closed, I kept going part-time, trying to hold onto healthcare coverage for Beth & myself, trying to maintain some thread of normalcy, some proof that I was still the person who could contribute. The body has now made the decision I kept resisting making for myself”
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