nearly thirty years ago i saw a guy stand up in an all hands staff meeting, declare "this is stupid", walk out and never come back, and friends, there's not a single day of 2026 I haven't thought of him

for the record, the direct quote was:

`this is fuckin stupid`

@cap_ybarra
Who among us has never once wished to be THAT guy, Cap?
@Guillotine_Jones I thought I did, but I never imagined that I could wish to be that guy *even more*

@cap_ybarra I remember doing frontlines work with some homeless folks here, back in 2012. I still remember one lively woman who was telling me about being grateful for access to homeless shelters. She told me that one of her mottos, to remember to be grateful for being alive, while homeless & struggling with addiction was: The shelter gives me 3 hots & a cot without bars. I can't complain about that.

Hots is what most homeless folks call hot meals(for those unfamiliar with homeless communities).

Some statements stick with you for a long time.

@cap_ybarra
In my last job I was pulled into an all-faculty meeting. President of the college then told us that the few-percent retirement contribution "temporarily paused" a couple of years ago was permanent and no one had ever said it was temporary.
I walked out. I was surprised to find myself the only one.
@ThreeSigma you are the stuff of legends
@cap_ybarra Well, a year and I bit later I find myself kicked out of academia, so I think I'm more of a cautionary tale.
@ThreeSigma @cap_ybarra Or an early adopter of a post BS-dressed-as-education-so-the-financial-rapist-class-can-hold-us-indentured-our-entire-lives society.

@Heartofcoyote @cap_ybarra
Actually I'm a big believer in education, and I feel proud of the work I did; I don't think most higher ed is "BS".

That said, university should be free and easy to get into. The crippling loan system is terrible.

@ThreeSigma @cap_ybarra I don’t think *education* is BS, and I apologize for implying professors aren’t seriously trying to educate people. I’m friends with a couple, and they are great people doing good and important work.

Universities, otoh, are more interested in building luxury housing for undergrads to lure in more students with $$subsidized loans$$ than in improving the state of knowledge. Meanwhile grad students are left to fend for themselves. That’s the BS-education part, which is really the BS-educational-*system* part, as you correctly pointed out.

I completely agree it should be free and administered fairly.

@Heartofcoyote @ThreeSigma @cap_ybarra yeah, im a big fan (sarcasm) of the illiberal labor practice in academia. Want some cheap labor, hire students for minimum wage and hold their degree out in front of them, ready to snatch away of they get out of line. Want cheap teachers, dangle tenure out in front of them for a few years and if they dont bring in juicy-enough grants then let them go and get another hopeful PhD to work for minimum wage until they burn out.
@ThreeSigma @cap_ybarra I once interviewed for an adjunct job at a Uni that didn’t post the rate ahead of time. Found out it was considerably less than $2K/ class. When they then told us we would be paying monthly for our own parking pass, I laughed and walked out…

@derekthiess @cap_ybarra

Good on you.

Alas, probably this only inconvenienced the department, which had to scramble to cover the class. But in my experience, the policy is set elsewhere, as are the adjunct pay rates.

And this will be true as long as people are willing to be adjuncts for those pay rates.

@cap_ybarra

Many years ago I heard the story of an assistant in a studio who got up and walked out of a stressful session. He didn't show up the next day and when they finally tracked him down he was on a beach in Mexico.

@cap_ybarra I definitely feel this. Tech has gone mask off once again.

People who make stuff aren’t even listened to anymore.

@cap_ybarra

I haven't *precisely* done that, but there was one all-hands at a company I worked for until March 1995 that made me quit my job a week or so later.

What did it was the music when the board of directors ran on stage, punching the air, to announce the old CEO's retirement and replacement by the CFO.

They played "Things can only get better".

Reader: they did not.

(Luckily I read the writing on the wall and got out in time.)

@cstross i heard of some ballmer pep rallys at msft that went similarly
@cap_ybarra This was at SCO, during its final years as an actual UNIX VAR doing software development rather than a set of trademarks sold to a litigation mill. Which is kind of the point.
@cstross if nothing else it's a reminder that the self immolation of the software industry is cyclical. could set your clocks to it
@cap_ybarra Yes, but I have a feeling it's running out of headroom: Moore's Law is more or less done, which means there are no more easy gains to be had. Meanwhile the VCs are trying to reap the same levels of profit as a growth industry from a mature industry, hence the LLM bubble now inflating. I can't see where they go from here after it bursts.
@cstross all the easy gains now are rent seeking and snake oil sales because of exactly what you said
@cstross @cap_ybarra "Every new year brings new and fun and great capabilities" was such a ubiquitous aspect of being Into Computers, and now it's just... gone.
@cstross @cap_ybarra Might we finally see people actually pay attention to better design, if only because they literally can't afford not to anymore?
@lispi314 @cap_ybarra @cstross Problem is that being an employed programmer gives you lifestyle expectations you can't meet as an unemployed programmer. So increasing numbers of unemployed programmers are spending all their time chasing decreasing numbers of programming jobs instead of taking their laptops to a Mexican beach and writing a free* version of whatever they were doing before that will run on half the hardware.
* Free as in beer and speech, of course, but also free of spyware, ransomware, and plagiarized aislop.
@rupert @cap_ybarra @cstross I think a considerable part of that has to do with local social safety nets.

Some countries are a lot more survivable than others on unemployment.

In some, such a lifestyle as "eating more than once a day and having a roof over one's head" is unattainable on such.

(This is fully by design, of course.)
@cstross @cap_ybarra Weapons and surveillance tech
@cstross
They'll do what they did after the dot com bubble burst: GTFO, wait a decade or so, come back and do it all over again

🙄
@cap_ybarra
@cstross @cap_ybarra Do you remember GrokLaw? For years I read every GrokLaw post I could. Then it just stopped...
@geolaw @cap_ybarra Nope, I didn't track it. (Remember, I left SCO more than 30 years ago. I just wince whenever anyone mentions their name now.)
@cstross @cap_ybarra And in the aftermath of SCO vs Linux we got git
Groklaw legal site shuts over fears of NSA email snooping

Pamela Jones shuts award-winning site, saying concerns that messages could be read mean that 'there is now no shield from forced exposure'. By Charles Arthur

The Guardian
@cstross @cap_ybarra there's an all hands at my org every monday morning at 0930 and it begins with inspirational music. it is the very epitome of 'splendid and worthwhile'.
@bakachu @cstross our hr teams must be buddies
@cap_ybarra @cstross having one's camera on is mandatory (most everybody is remote).
@bakachu Can't you just record yourself in one session, and play it back at the subsequent ones? @cap_ybarra @cstross
@cap_ybarra there was a meeting I had like that where the male manager was yelling at all the female waitresses for what a shitty job they were doing and everyday I regret not walking out of that meeting.

@cap_ybarra

I worked with a woman, we helped open a store together. She bided her time until she finally got the promotion she'd been denied for no reason except being Black.
She went to the Home Office training in Colorado, did all the shit she had to, until it was meet-and-greet day with the ownership dummies.
They walk the line, shaking hands, feeling powerful.

Priscilla looked at them, said essentially, "You're racists and your company is racist. Fuck you." And left.

@cap_ybarra

pouring out a little of my malt liquor for this guy.

@cap_ybarra The developer that stood up in my all hands said "You're useless" to the CTO and walked out. He didn't bother going back to his desk.

Didn't miss him. He was quite entitled and wanted root access to his SUN workstation which my boss (head of IT) said no. Laptops were scares at the office in the 90s.

@mvilain oh yeah walking out alone doesn't make you a hero
@cap_ybarra When that guy's in his 80s he'll have at least one thing he can look back on and be proud of
@gneilyo i hope he's out there livin his best life making ships in a bottle or some shit. completely unaware of social media or any of this
@cap_ybarra Elon was the (virtual) guest speaker at the big yearly company event, in roughly 2018. It was already obvious to me that he was a complete clown, and to this day I regret not standing up and walking out of that huge auditorium.