Time for #Baklava #Bimuelos #Sephardic #matzo #donuts served during #Passover

https://littleferrarokitchen.com/baklava-bimuelos-passover-donuts-with-pistachios-and-rose-water-syrup/?fbclid=IwdGRjcAQmo8hjbGNrBCajw2V4dG4DYWVtAjExAHNydGMGYXBwX2lkDDM1MDY4NTUzMTcyOAABHjfZmFJAz5wUQmc0AzbaP2JZva9jr5yGU4sLESonBqwMFPWau6ZY-ZtvU8lQ_aem_Pb2U_cj-6i-kiLzzjrh0ew

In both the Yoruban (Lucumí) and Celtiberian traditions, the door is the threshold—the interface between the public (the Material World) and the private (The Sovereign/"Ellis").

In the Lucumí tradition, the entrance is the domain of Elegguá, the Orisha who opens and closes paths. Additionally, while traditional Jewish homes place a Mezuzah on the doorpost, Crypto-Jews (conversos like my paternal family) often hid their sacred objects behind doors or within the internal structure of the entrance to avoid detection by the Inquisition. Moreover, Celtiberian castros (fortified hill-forts) were designed with complex, narrow gateways, and warriors were stationed specifically at the gate to ensure that anyone entering was meant to be there.

For these reasons and more, I'm delighted to have finally moved my bóveda to my room and placed it behind my door on my dresser. Now it's perfect. 💜

Elegguá, Anú, and my ancestors (Egun) can now watch over me while I sleep and work. 😻

The bóveda points outwards, with the open end kinda towards my bed. It was the best I could do in terms of facing it "towards the door." I partially wish I could curve it a little bit, but the arrow is all > and no —. 😛

Anyway, syncretism rocks, and I love how wildly diverse my ancestors were. I wish I'd learned any of this way earlier in life, but I'm happy and grateful to know it all now. 😊

#Lucumi #Santeria #Celtiberian #CryptoJewish #Sephardic #Yoruba #Eleggua #Anu #Egun #Ancestors #Syncretism #Boveda #Threshold #LiminalSpace #FolkMagic #HomeAltar #Sovereignty

I wanted to share my own ancestry, because I'd been talking about blood and legacy and connection to our lost roots, many of which were stolen by our very own ancestors in their flurry to get what little they could out of a broken system by injecting themselves with the psychotoxin that is "whiteness", all to avoid seeming Black or indigenous enough to "deserve" persecution.

History is fun and full of laughter and joy, but only if you enjoy gallows humor as much as I do. ☠️

Now away with the radically honest reflection of my ancestors' many, many sins! We proceed now with the more fun part of history...cultural ancestry!

Secundum Enatam
Following the line of enatic (maternal) inheritance

My maternal ancestors come from the South Santander region of Colombia. My grandfather's family came from the Kingdom of Castille in northern Spain, and we retain the Burgos surname to the present day (it's literally my surname :P ). At some point, this means we were descended from a royal or noble Castillian line.

And we all know blue blood turns red if you don't narcissus at it enough.

My grandmother's family came from the Basque region of northern Spain and southern France. Both Burgos (Castillian) and Peña (Basque) lines were city-builders, law-bringers, and the defenders of Roman Catholicism. We had a reputation for individualism, independence, order, honor, and a "no-nonsense" approach to life.

It's funny how I can see these same characteristics now reflected in me, although not in anyway that my ancestors would recognize or approve of. My individualism and independence demands freedom from the order of false dogmas and oppressive laws. I'm very glad to have been born in our family's post-apocalyptic age. I get to bring back the old values in a way that represents them more universally, and not just for my "noble peers." Fuck nobility.

My European ancestors were like all the rest in that they also "mixed" with indigenous peoples. I use the word "mixed" because euphemisms prevent CWs. Because of where my family remained for centuries, it becomes clear that I am also descended from the Guane people of the Chicamocha Canyon and the Suárez River valley. They were master weavers and terrace farmers, and they were called the "Engineers of the Highlands." They practiced cranial deformation and mummification, too, so they were fucking metal. 🤘

Secundum Agnatum
Following the line of agnatic (paternal) inheritance

Now, this was a surprise. My father comes from the Cuban Medinas. They were from Havana, and were likely part of the early Cuban merchant or colonial bureaucracy. As it happens, my father's family were late arrivals, and came to Cuba during the 17th and 18th centuries, when Sephardic Jews were fleeing the Spanish Inquisition. Medina was one of the many "cover" names the Sephardic Jews used to escape persecution. Given what I know about my father's family...holy fucking shit, I have Jewish ancestry. 🤯

Now the hatred transphobes feel towards Jews makes sense... they somehow knew I was always both. 🙀 /j

Ergo Sum

More seriously speaking, I think what makes an ancestral search worthwhile is when it helps explain parts of who you feel like you are. If it does, and this search definitely did that for me, then great! This was worth it. I've gotten to the point where I'm fortunate to be able to say that I see myself, but it's nice to be able to see how that self connects to the wider context of the world too.

We are, invariably and inevitably, the sum of our parts. How that sum adds up depends on you and what you want to do with it. Identity is a story. Culture is a story. They're only meaningful insofar as they serve as a sort of mythological cosmogony for our selves. These should give us foundations for growth and means of understanding ourselves.

Trash 'em when they don't. 💙

#Ancestry #Genealogy #Identity #Guane #Basque #Castilian #Sephardic #Converso #Latine #AfroLatine #IndigenousResilience #Santander #Colombia #Chicamocha #Cuba #Habana #OldCastile #NorthernSpain #Pyrenees #Decolonize #AntiColonial #WhitenessAsProperty #RadicalHonesty #RadicalAcceptance #TransIdentity #Neurodivergent #History #SecundumEnatam #SecundumAgnatum #ErgoSum

Heute in #Madrid - Ausstellungseröffnung !

#Ausstellung #History #Geschichte #Spanien #Sefardi #sephardic

Azam Ali - El Rey de Francia - Portals of Grace 2002

#music
#Sephardic
#13thCentury

Often overlooked about the Holocaust is Spain's role, under fascist Franco at the time. What did he do? He ordered inactive complicity. The linked article is a good one.

Even if Spanish Jews came to Spanish embassies and consulates in Germany or occupied Europe, officials were instructed to do nothing even though they were all well aware of what was occuring in the extermination camps.

December 31, 1939 in his end of year address Franco said:

“Ahora comprenderéis los motivos que han llevado a distintas naciones a combatir y a alejar de sus actividades a aquellas razas en que la codicia y el interés son el estigma que les caracteriza… Por la gracia de Dios y la clara visión de los Reyes Católicos, hace siglos nos liberamos de tan pesada carga”

"Now they understand the motivations that some nations take on to fight and remove those races that are characterized by greed and interest…. By the grace of God and the clear vision of the Catholic Monarchs, centuries ago we freed ourselves from such a heavy burden.”

Jewish people had lived in Spain for centuries during the Moorish rule of the Iberian peninsula.

#España #Spain #Holocaust #Germany #Fascism #Catholicism #Jewish #Sephardic #antisemitism

https://www.eldiario.es/sociedad/holocausto-franquista-judios-dictador-no-quiso-salvar_1_11990086.html

Sephardic Ladino Song of the Day: "Mamdouchia Al Andalus" performed by LALA Tamar #Sephardic #Mazeldon

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IB65FkgRjBs

Today I visited the historic Main Synagogue of Toledo, Spain, which during the Inquisition became the Church of Saint Mary the White.

Around the year 1200, the Jewish community of Toledo hired local Muslim architects to design the synagogue.

It's now a tourist attraction officially known by the ridiculous name Synagogue of Saint Mary the White.

#Mazeldon #synagogue #Jews #Jewish #JewishHistory #Sephardic