Right 💔💯🥀...

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the biggest pain is when you see yourself crying and you don't know how to comfort yourself 😭😭💔💔💔🕊️☮️
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Dreamt about moving out of my old house in Tracy. Spent the best years of my life there. Lonely, trapped, frustrated, failing. I was already screwed by my well intentioned parents (and y'all), but at least I didn't know it back then. Having hope was... nice. The house I'm in now, I've lived here far longer than the one in Tracy, but I never dream of it. I only dream of back then...

So that's why I'm awake at 5:30am

#fml #sadpost
An incomplete short #introduction for now

I'm a ~20 yo male, living somewhere in the East. While I had a sufficient physical upbringing. A lot was left to desire psychologically. More on it later on

I don't have a personality because I've missed a lot of milestones while growing up. Anyways... I'm especially in awe of #freesoftware and #technology in general. I also love reading #philosophy, although truth be told it becomes frustrating at times for the hard/convoluted nature of it

CW: Depressive
More on the psychological side. Growing up I was neglected, if not abused in all except the sexual way (thank goodness) by my parents. I suffer from CPTSD (+ maybe autism, overlapping symptoms), long-term depression and social anxiety. Warned henceforth, I'm not normal and like to #sadpost often
Justina, a 300-level #UNIPORT student, was killed in Port Harcourt by her boyfriend'
Collins, a Yahoo boy, killed his lover Justina, a 300-level #Student attempted to dispose of the body, security guards from the estate he lived caught and detained him
#bahdlex
#death
#sadpost

It doesn't feel like there's a "real me". I feel like nothing. People ask me questions about myself and my mind goes blank because there's nothing to me that exists independent of others or their interactions or perceptions.

#sadposting #sadpost #clusterbbitch #clusterbbitches #mentalillness #mentalhealth #bpd #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #clusterb #clusterbpersonalitydisorder #clusterbpersonalitydisorders

I have #borderlinepersonalitydisorder and I feel empty inside. Where most people have a stable, internally-derived sense of self, I have a black hole, a gaping bottomless pit remaining unchanged as it insatiably consumes every particle of affirmation or encouragement anyone wastes on me.

#sadposting #sadpost #clusterbbitch #clusterbbitches #mentalillness #mentalhealth #bpd #borderline #clusterb #clusterbpersonalitydisorder #clusterbpersonalitydisorders