Dreamt about moving out of my old house in Tracy. Spent the best years of my life there. Lonely, trapped, frustrated, failing. I was already screwed by my well intentioned parents (and y'all), but at least I didn't know it back then. Having hope was... nice. The house I'm in now, I've lived here far longer than the one in Tracy, but I never dream of it. I only dream of back then...

So that's why I'm awake at 5:30am

#fml #sadpost