R3D R0TIt's Sixx's birthday tomorrow! 🥳
Do any of your OCs also have specific birthdays? Do you base them off of when they were created, or according to something totally different? I'd love to hear about them if you'd like to share. 😊
It's so fucking dumb that my back hurts so much I can't sit up or stand for very long and all I wanna do to cope is fantasize about getting beaten up lmao
My brain's like "Ooh ouch, too much Bad Fibro Pain, better escape by thinking about Good On-Purpose Pain"
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The funny thing about my father's birthday and father's day both being in mid-June just after my late-May birthday is that my psyche never knows how to react...
It's Gemini Season (good), but it's also Gemini Season (bad).
The fibromyalgia is going nuts about it.
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My birthday's coming up (May 27th), and I've decided anything money or purchase related will be rerouted to one of my closest friends Doe's kids (she has twin boys, they're turning 13 I think, and their birthday is the day after mine). I already sent Doe what I could scrounge up myself, and when my bestie offered to get me something for my birthday I asked if he could send her whatever he would've spent on me, so there's that too. 😊 I'm really excited for those boys, I love them so much and I barely get to see them, so I hope they end up with enough spending money to at least have a really great day out and a couple treats along the way. 🥰
As for me, I'm thinking if anyone asks and wants to give *me* something directly, I'll just ask for it to be something that they didn't have to spend money on. I love handmade gifts and getting quiet, quality time with loved ones. I wanna celebrate myself in ways that feel more personal and don't have to empty people's wallets.
I'm also, as always, perfectly okay with no gifts. They're nice, but we (people in general) shouldn't be pressured to get them just because it's someone's birthday, they should be given because we want to and want to show our appreciation in that way. ❤️ Personally, I'm just happy to have survived this far and made it to a place that feels somewhat stable. That's huge for me. Anything more is just bonus. 😊 I'll probably try and draw something I've been meaning to for a while as a little gift to myself. We'll see.
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We need a similar move to the fictional Sleeper Hold that just makes you cum instantly instead of passing out
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You ever having a perfectly fine day and then suddenly get hit with like 50kg of rage towards your father or are you normal
V-Day's fine and all but tomorrow's Lupercalia, a.k.a.
Breeding In The Name Of A Giant Wolf Day, and ngl I'mma be a little disappointed if no one made art for that. 🐺😏
Wishing you all a positive yearly End Of Times, my friends.
May the death of this latest year fertilize the soil of your next endeavours.
You ever feel like you're handling a tough month surprisingly well and then hear some bad news that's a little too relevant and realize that actually you've barely been able to shower and haven't properly cleaned your bedsheets, your clothes or yourself in weeks? 🙃 ...
Anyways, I guess feeling mostly numb and a little bit on-edge is much better than it could be going at its worst. I just wish I could skip the winter holidays, or at least not have to think at all during this time. It's good though that I'm realizing this, because I'm more rejection-sensitive when I'm in this state of mind, so at the very least I can catch myself more easily when I'm overthinking a social interaction or catastrophizing a situation.
It's whatever. I'm just pissed because I ate, had water, even masturbated and still today that annoying pit in my stomach remains. 🫤 Maybe I'm just feeling worse over time because I keep getting asked at work what I'm doing for the holidays this year and, much like every year, the real answer is "being sad" lol.
Just now saw that Aethy's been saved and passed on to safer grounds it seems. I'm really happy! That instance deserves to remain a good home for budding and wayward artists alike. ❤️
That said, I don't think I'll be moving back anytime soon, or at least I don't think I'll be leaving DenDen unless it really starts to feel like I don't fit in here. I know my art is mostly human anatomy based, but I do love a good opportunity to practice drawing creatures and monsters more often like I used to.
Since Aethy is still federated with DenDen among others I think I'll stay connected from here and, once things seem to have been settled there for a while, I'll probably make a new Aethy account as an addition to this one. 😊 