Sneezed Wrong
Yesterday a sneeze came out of nowhere and I didn’t get my head turned completely straight and tweaked my neck. With the metal in my neck and shoulders I have to be careful when I sneeze to have my head straight forward or this happens. It hurt badly and it feels like a bruise down on my lower shoulder. Like right where the metal ends in my upper shoulders. It will be tender for a couple of days and go away. I have to be careful how I move and turn my head sometimes forgetting it is all made of metal and will only turn so far. We didn’t get as hot yesterday as expected, with all the cloud cover, but it was still hot and muggy out there. I know we were out in it at the grocery store picking up all the sale items for the week. By the time we got home I was beat from being out in the muggy weather. I took my 100 mg of Brix THC gummy at 4 pm and another 100 mg around 8 pm. I spent the evening like I always do, relaxed, high and ache free. I watched my shows on TV, stretched and went to bed, sleeping until 6 this morning. I’ll take the extra sleep, clearly my body needs it if I’m sleeping in each morning. I’m still going to bed around the same time and only getting up once or twice so that hasn’t changed either. After suffering for so many years with pain related insomnia, it is a big deal that I’m sleeping more. You have to realize that I have to be medicated and high to sleep or my body will not shut down enough for me to sleep longer than a couple of hours. That is how bad I suffer from insomnia. It’s like my body no longer produces the chemical in my brain that makes you sleep. That is why sleeping past 5:30 am is a big deal to me. Today we are under day two for our extreme heat warning, expecting highs around 111 degrees with humidity to go along with the heat. There is a chance for monsoon storms this evening then we are supposed to dry out and cool off to 105 by Saturday. It may sound silly saying cool off to 105, but you can feel the difference between 105 and 111 degrees. Especially when that 111 degrees comes with muggy, humid air. The heat will sap your strength even just walking across the hot parking lot. Plus, you sweat more when it is humid out there. I don’t pour sweat off of myself in 105 degrees when the air is dry like I did yesterday in the mugginess! I was so hot and tired after the grocery store I completely spaced going to the dispensary for 35% off RSO. Not having my truck first thing in the morning is really throwing me off. I’ve got to make the phone call to schedule the work to be done on his truck so hopefully they can get it in quick, get it fixed and I can have my truck back for early morning errands. Today I’m going to try and get this place cleaned and straightened. I haven’t felt good, not painwise, but just low energy, so nothing has been done around here in over a week. I’m blaming the lower dose of gabapentin and the mugginess. I’ve just felt blah the last couple of days. I know in another week or so I’ll start feeling better only to go through it again when I drop the dose down to once a day. I’m bound and determined to go off of this medication before the end of summer. I can’t believe we are already at the end of June, the 4th of July is in another week. Damn, time is flying by so fast. I don’t think we’ve been home but one weekend in the last 6 weeks. We still have several weekends over at my niece’s house for the remodel. I’m enjoying myself as I use her pool and heat my bones in the shade while they are all busy working. I’m the official runner if they need parts or food and I’m perfectly okay with that. At this point in the game I’m just thankful I’m still around to watch. I’ve accepted the fact I can’t help like I used to. With my neck, shoulders and lower back, I’m pretty much useless when it comes to helping with the remodel. I can grab tools or trash bags but everyone pretty much has a heart attack if I step on a step stool. So I stay out of the way and I’m not in pain. All because I chose a plant over a pill. Thank you marijuana!


