Excitement & anxiety 🐾
Time is going so fast now! After several months, where grief overwhelmed most of my thoughts and feelings, things are going very rapidly now. 😊 There is still grief, I still cry at times when becoming overwhelmed with memories. Arwen as a puppy. Arwen as an adult. Arwen, supporting me through my worst times. And me, doing all I could to help Arwen during her bad times. She was my world for so many years, especially since the divorce, when it was just her and me against the world. But, on December 25th (2025) came the news that Gentle and Mats has their first date, the second being planned on the following day. Then, we had to wait for a month, to get the results of the scan... Had Gentle’s and Mats' dates been successful? And then... Exactly two months after their first date, Gentle went into labor. Five healthy pups, and one star 💫, were born that day. And then... […]https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/03/28/excitement-anxiety-%f0%9f%90%be/









