Dang, I need to study but I can't stop thinking about the things I want to do outside studying. I want to develop FosseryWeb, make some videos etc. My brain can't stop generating ideas, and refusing to focus on my university studies until I do all of that. Dang, my brain! Stop, please stop generating ideas all the time! I have to study to be able to make a living!! I fight constant war against my thoughts to be able to focus, and be able to get a job once I finish my studies, because of course I have to make a living, and this Fossery Tech / FosseryWeb project won't be my main source of income, because I'm not a businessman, can't make this whole project profitable without giving up what it stands for (promoting only FOSS software/services, standing against Big Tech and digital slavery), which I won't. So I guess the only solution is to force myself to study some boring theoretical stuff for 4 years, then work for a company, which may or may not become "evil"... Regardless, I will always separate this project from my daily job, won't tell my employers about it, to avoid situations, like being manipulated/forced to promote the company's product under the Fossery Tech name, because any for-profit company can become evil, then I couldn't say, I don't want to promote their product anymore, it would be a really bad situation. Hell nah, I won't get into that crappy situation (unlike some other content creators...).
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