Now that I've done another deep dive into the details of my gender, I don't think there are big differences to what I saw in June or July, when I first dissected it. Sure, I've found a part that I didn't recognize back then, that is the genderblank/staticblank. However, I did feel it last summer right after digging long enough. I just didn't recognize it.

Moreover, the constellation of the "engine genders" isn't what I thought, and I've found more precise terms. Seems that the feminine and genderfluff parts are very much intertwined, to the extent that with glitchgender, another new part I now found, they constitute a genderfluid unit of their own.

Still, I now see that I had an intuition of these things even then. Well, maybe not the glitching part. I just didn't have enough insight to actually recognize them. It was the first time when I really tasted these parts apart from just going with nonbinary/masculine/feminine classification. Since then, I've been aware of the ebbs and flows of my gender, have seen the intricate fluidness and flux.

As my eggversary approached, it was a perfect time to come back to search for details. It's truly fascinating!

#NonBinary #GenderFluid #GenderFlux #GenderFluff #GenderBlank #StaticBlank

Every now and then I check what my current gender is. As it's both fluid and in flux, I never know beforehand, I need to consciously check it.

This morning the core is very active so I'm mostly maverique. For the first time, I notice the genderfluff alongside it. Before this it's been combined with masculine and feminine but today they aren't there.

In a way genderfluff is the strangest part, as it's xenine in nature. Sometimes I wonder whether I've just imagined it but what can I say. There's the part that feels soft, warm, and fuzzy. That's in the definition of genderfluff. Sometimes I also wonder whether it's just a quality that goes with the other parts but I do feel it separate.

So, the gender of the day is maverique mixed with genderfluff.

#NonBinary #GenderQueer #maverique #GenderFluff #GenderFlux #GenderFluid

Haven't been here as much as usual, and as a consequence, haven't been thinking about gender much either. Still, my gender is there purring, all fluffy and soft. Gender mostly #GenderFluff right now?  Feeling cute with my metallic mint nails, braided beard and a brand new dandelion tattoo.  

#NonBinary #GenderFluid #FluidFlux

I've tried using two hairbands as bracelets several times. However, the combinations haven't pleased my eye so they haven't made past the toilet door. Now, as the new purchases are of a different kind than the previous ones, the combination of fabric and plastic works really well. Both are in the purple range. And the new nail polish is lovely. My feminine/genderfluff side purrs.  

#nonbinary #genderqueer #genderfluff #NonbinaryJoy #GenderEuphoria

Some of my favorite TV shows are animations meant for kids, either in part (Cupcake and Dino: General Services) or fully (Molang). I've started embracing these even before my egg cracked. Last year I had a flight where I noticed there were Molang episodes I hadn't seen. First I thought it isn't something a grownup guy should watch but then decided not to care. I had a blast! Now it's been fun to realize that parts of my gender actually resonate with them so much. They're light-hearted, cute, fluffy, and kind. Just like parts of my gender. 💜

#nonbinary #genderfluff #CupcakeAndDino #molang

New instance, new #introduction.

I'm a #nonbinary #genderqueer academic in my mid 40s. I go by pronouns they/he. I realized I'm nonbinary in February 2023 and have embraced the queer Mastodon ever since. In the real world, only my spouse and ex-therapist know. Hence, this isn't my main account. However, I love hanging out in queer/trans online places. Here I will mostly post about my queer thoughts and experiences.

My discoveries regarding my gender have left me believe that I'm #fluidflux: the core is #neutrois but when the gender is "open", it's got masculine (💪​), feminine (💅​) and #genderfluff (​) parts. Their intensities fluctuate on moment-to-moment basis. I present masculine - have a metalhead look - but have incorporated stuff such as #NailPolish into my presentation.

Happy to get to know more queer people! 💜

I think I've got it. Thanks to https://www.lgbtqia.wiki/wiki/LGBTA_Wiki and hours of me time and deep thinking, I might have managed to define my gender.  

I am
- #nonbinary  or more specifically #genderqueer 💜
- they/he
- masculine/feminine/genderfluff
- hypermultiflux

I feel the three genders simultaneously, each with its own intensity. They interact with each other but are three separate genders I sense all the time. Baseline might be 70/30/20 for masc/fem/fluff. When I'm tired, it's the masculine side that takes most hit and the intensities are closer to even. I'll keep on watching.

#Genderfluff is a gender that in my case, shortly put, feels warm and fuzzy.  I had specified this in my diary, and then run into the genderfluff page at Wiki. It used same wording I had used. Genderfluff is also my #queer element.   It overlaps with the feminine (beauty) side to some extent. Also lines up masculinity (strength) with fluffy insides. Interestingly, my genderfluff has a twisted edge which can be seen in my music choices, for example. The cutesy twisted stuff such as the Poppy album I Disagree.

In #HyperMultiFlux multi refers to all three genders. Flux means that their intensity in relation to others and overall fluctuates. Hyper means that this flux can go over 100% - in other words, I can feel my gender at intensity over the usual limit. Now I'm maybe at 110. Within the last 24 hours or so, I've had 90-120% of gender, that's the 70/30/20, btw.  

My gender as a whole has a solid core. It's warm, even hot, soft with hints of fluff though concrete. Then there's the fluctuating part in forms of sparks and flames even, or maybe plasma-like movement. 🔥⚡️

Hypermultiflux is a pocket gender that doesn't exist in online accounts so far. No wonder I haven't encountered similar story to mine. But for my analytical mind it's huge to find my own #microgender. Knowledge is understanding. I have my unique constellation of a gender and that has had and continues to have a big impact on my persona.  

Technically, I'm #trigender. Technically, I'm #trans. They just aren't in my core identity.

And that's it. My gender, explained. Makes perfect sense to me ❤️