I think I've got it. Thanks to https://www.lgbtqia.wiki/wiki/LGBTA_Wiki and hours of me time and deep thinking, I might have managed to define my gender.  

I am
- #nonbinary  or more specifically #genderqueer 💜
- they/he
- masculine/feminine/genderfluff
- hypermultiflux

I feel the three genders simultaneously, each with its own intensity. They interact with each other but are three separate genders I sense all the time. Baseline might be 70/30/20 for masc/fem/fluff. When I'm tired, it's the masculine side that takes most hit and the intensities are closer to even. I'll keep on watching.

#Genderfluff is a gender that in my case, shortly put, feels warm and fuzzy.  I had specified this in my diary, and then run into the genderfluff page at Wiki. It used same wording I had used. Genderfluff is also my #queer element.   It overlaps with the feminine (beauty) side to some extent. Also lines up masculinity (strength) with fluffy insides. Interestingly, my genderfluff has a twisted edge which can be seen in my music choices, for example. The cutesy twisted stuff such as the Poppy album I Disagree.

In #HyperMultiFlux multi refers to all three genders. Flux means that their intensity in relation to others and overall fluctuates. Hyper means that this flux can go over 100% - in other words, I can feel my gender at intensity over the usual limit. Now I'm maybe at 110. Within the last 24 hours or so, I've had 90-120% of gender, that's the 70/30/20, btw.  

My gender as a whole has a solid core. It's warm, even hot, soft with hints of fluff though concrete. Then there's the fluctuating part in forms of sparks and flames even, or maybe plasma-like movement. 🔥⚡️

Hypermultiflux is a pocket gender that doesn't exist in online accounts so far. No wonder I haven't encountered similar story to mine. But for my analytical mind it's huge to find my own #microgender. Knowledge is understanding. I have my unique constellation of a gender and that has had and continues to have a big impact on my persona.  

Technically, I'm #trigender. Technically, I'm #trans. They just aren't in my core identity.

And that's it. My gender, explained. Makes perfect sense to me ❤️