As I've said before, I'm genderfluid and genderflux, that equals fluidflux (I love that word!). It's super interesting to pay attention to how the experience changes. Sometimes it's heavily affected by context.
This weekend, I was carrying some wood for the fireplace and noticed there was only the masculine side. However, it wasn't 100% so for that moment, my gender was demiboy.
My fluidflux gender mirrors my Buddhist beliefs. There's no end point for my transition. The only constant is change.
As my native language doesn't have gendered pronouns, I haven't paid much attention to them. Yesterday's struggle with the pronouns made me accept the fact that it's they/them.
They/he was partly due to the strong masculine side in my multigender engine. When that's active, he is somewhat accurate if hypothetical others use it. Still, personally it's been them for a long time already. However, I've understood that for the most part, my gender just has the core purring. It's got no masculine part.
The other reason for sticking to they/he was anxiety or dread of letting go of what I thought I was, and of how the others would use singular they, thus outing me to third parties. In eveyday life that's not of concern.
So, hi, my pronouns are they/them!
#NonBinary #GenderQueer #GenderFlux #GenderFluid #FluidFlux #MyPronouns #TheyThem
The coating of the bottom left corner of my work laptop has started peeling. First I was puzzled as I've never seen this happen before. Then I understood: I've started wearing bracelets on my left hand!
Here's my left hand today. Taking the photo made my feminine side kickstart. Then the whole gender engine started running.
Feeling really good right now! The whole gender engine is running with all its complexities, almost overflowing. I wish a great day to all of you lovely people as well! π
#NonBinary #GenderEuphoria #GenderFluid #GenderFlux #FluidFlux
Yesterday, I applied the nail polish that is supposed to be metallic purple but is closer to pink. Is it fuchsia then? The first time I wasn't too sure but now I knew what it is, and actually feel really good about it.
The nail polish caused me gender euphoria. As I mentioned in the other post, I didn't feel my gender in the morning so that was an interesting combination: gender euphoria over no gendered feeling.
Now I put on two bracelets, sparkly and shiny, and sure enough, the gender started purring. I feel more and more that maverique is the correct term for my core gender.
#NonBinary #GenderEuphoria #GenderQueer #GenderFlux #GenderFluid #FluidFlux #maverique
Hmm, this is new. I'm feeling currently part masculine and part #maverique. Before this, I only felt maverique when my gender was more closed, and then it was the only gendered feeling. As I've said, I know for sure I don't know everything about my gender yet.
My nail polish choice for this week is "Regal Garnet". I'm really in love with these metallic colors. The gender purrs there somewhere. As the fall has come, I think about it less than in the summer. I guess I currently know enough about it and can just be myself. The baseline is still hard to understand. The term maverique feels right.
I add some relevant hashtags. Mmm, hashtag soup!
#NonBinary #GenderQueer #maverique #GenderFluid #GenderFlux #FluidFlux
Haven't been here as much as usual, and as a consequence, haven't been thinking about gender much either. Still, my gender is there purring, all fluffy and soft. Gender mostly #GenderFluff right now? 
Feeling cute with my metallic mint nails, braided beard and a brand new dandelion tattoo. 
Currently my gender is at its more difficult-to-name side, maybe it's #maverique then. This is the side I'd like to learn more about, but when it's on, the gender intensity is low enough for me not to bother searching for more information. Quite a pickle!
It's interesting to notice that the nail polish, bracelets and rings bring me #GenderEuphoria even though now the feminine side isn't activated. It's definitely more about general #NonbinaryJoy.
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