Mastodawn

No stream today. Despite the good day, been having some points where derealization has been hitting hard & I need to get myself back to reality. :3 #stream #livestream #twitch #streamer #twitchstream #twitchstreamer #mentalhealth #derealization #disassociation

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masukomi Feb 15

I think her story is about rebuilding from a point of traumatic #depersonalization and #derealization. I'd do it from a carer's perspective because I don't think I could do it justice from hers, BUT I need help.

I need resources before I can start to tell that because I don't know what rebuilding from that looks like, or how possible it really is. I need to read the stories of the people who've been through that, and the stories of those who helped them recover.

#writing #mentalhealth
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Mr. Dante Jan 19

#mentalhealth

Still laughing at the idea that there is a down side to #derealization. I had a brief episode of it at the grocery store earlier, and it was the most wonderfully peaceful experience; to feel disconnected from everything around me.

Ju Dec 30

Encore un épisode de "Dingue" que j'ai apprécié.
Je trouve, pour le vivre au quotidien, que la *déréalisation* est assez bien illustrée.

> Dingue : Dépersonnalisation-déréalisation : vivre à côté de soi

Lien de la page web de l'épisode: https://www.rts.ch/audio-podcast/2025/audio/depersonnalisation-derealisation-vivre-a-cote-de-soi-29076269.html

#psycho #derealization #TroubleAnxieux #anxiete

Dépersonnalisation-déréalisation : vivre à côté de soi | RTS

Dorian vit depuis l'adolescence avec un trouble de dépersonnalisation-déréalisation (TDD) qui engendre un sentiment constant d'être déconnecté de lui-même et du monde qui l'entoure, avec lʹimpression d'être aux commandes d'un "robot de chair". Ce trouble dissociatif, qui toucherait 2% de la population, est apparu suite à des années de harcèlement scolaire. Lamyae Benzakour, psychiatre aux HUG et responsable de la consultation TraumaCare, éclaire ce trouble encore mal compris. Elle explique comment la dissociation, mécanisme de protection face à un stress intense, peut devenir pathologique. Journaliste : Adrien Zerbini Réalisation : José Moreno Production : Julie Winz Attachée de production : Garance Parvis

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Ashley Halliwell Oct 23

“salvo ii”

last night I made you a promise
of a spiral staircase worth walking down
a poetically just sort of kick to the chest -

your heart nearly stops on a good day
screaming odd time flutters when you're distressed
well, I've got some words
that will keep it pounding
right from the box I keep
locked tight in my head

I don't know why I love you anymore
I'm just as much a prisoner of the emotion
as I am a prisoner here
the confusing as fuck
fact of the matter is, I
just do
I feel like less than half the person
than I did three years ago when this
began
and the time has come for me to
break these unseen chains for the last time

and I don't know what keeps me from exploding
spite, sheer force of will, practice,
compartmentalization?
you say you want better for me, then deliver
if you can
otherwise I'm no better off than I was
with the manipulative would be jailers
that attempted to control me before

so sit with this, torture yourself like I know you will
when you see it
let it burn a hole clean through
and simultaneously cauterize
what's left of your mind
I don't fight with guns, fists, or steel
I fight with words and the silences between them
and win
and frankly
that's much worse

-Allēna 10/23/2025

#anger #angryPoetry #cptsd #depersonalization #derealization #domesticViolenceAwarenessMonth #Processing #processingTrauma #reactiveAbuse #sadPoetry

Michela May 18, 2025

Derealizzazione

È tutto al suo posto, ma niente
mi sembra vero.
Sento la realtà, ma come
attraverso uno specchio rotto.
Non so se sto vivendo… o
semplicemente osservando una
vita che mi assomiglia.

🦋

Derealization

Everything is in its place, yet
nothing feels real.
I sense reality, but as if
through a shattered mirror.
I don't know if I’m living… or
just watching a life
that looks like mine.

#derealizzazione #derealization #neurodivergenza #neurodivergent #mentalhealth #michiyospace

Michela May 18, 2025

Derealizzazione

È tutto al suo posto, ma niente
mi sembra vero.
Sento la realtà, ma come
attraverso uno specchio rotto.
Non so se sto vivendo… o
semplicemente osservando una
vita che mi assomiglia.

🦋

Derealization

Everything is in its place, yet
nothing feels real.
I sense reality, but as if
through a shattered mirror.
I don't know if I’m living… or
just watching a life
that looks like mine.

#derealizzazione #derealization #neurodivergenza #neurodivergent #ansia #anxiety #salutementale #mentalhealth #surrealart #michiyospace