Mastodawn

I do what I can to #embrace all #people who #appreciate who I am. It's all I can do, and if that #means my #contribution towards #friendships isn't meant to #last then so #be it. But if it does, they're really #rare and I #cherish them because they're very easy to #lose over #something you thought you could #understand at the time.

I'll #say this.

All #echo #chambers are the #primary #reason as to why a #friendship falls apart. Because I've seen this #effect everyone to the point of no #return possible, and honestly...you can't get along with people who spend more of their #time invested into something other than what you are doing with that person together. And I don't think I'm alone in wishing that at times, such an #investment cultivates #familiarity over #routine on a continuous basis.

But you know what? I still appreciate the chance to #care for all it is #worth as such. I do my best to live #life with no #regrets to count on #growing without me there to #manage them.

It's my own #fault for putting a bit of my #soul into everything I do alongside my #heart and #mind accordingly. And as afar as I #know there's no #changing that, at least in a very easy way.

If you ever truly #need #friends by your side, you'll know whether they're people you can #count on or not, by the way they #treat your #ambitions as an #individual person.

You can still #respect someone if they do not #acknowledge that you have any. But the chances of you becoming #close, are not as great.

With that being said, you do not need to #support the same #ambition someone else does, in order to be friends. You just need to set your #ego aside so that such a person can fulfill their #desire the best way they know how to.

That's what I do, and I carry a lot of #weight because of it. All of the #memories set aside because the soul wasn't ready to let go of the ones #entrapping their #conscious #focus throughout seemingly more #important issues outside of my #control in all of the #moments they last.

Putting my best #self forward, means respecting that and not forcing the #matter at hand. It doesn't make that #feeling go away, born of lost #opportunity at the #core of #potential #reciprocity as such.

But yes #indeed I know #hope is not so easily broken by #fragile #futility alone. Which is why I continue to #forgive but not #forget all of the ways life makes a different #path #unfold into #being by the #presence of #purpose for everyone.

ポイズン雷花 Mar 15

重病社会
これは、社会パンデミックで有る。
汝、社会ジジィは手強いで有る。

https://note.com/poison_raika/n/n3027d780a450

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#strange #disease #modern #society #infected #people #lose #ability #challenge #become #unable #endure #slightest #only #called #coconut #head #physically #djidjiy #paper #true #nature #structure #toxic #substance #root #extremely

　重病社会｜ポイズン雷花

　列島を蝕む奇病「ホロージジィリゼーション合併症」の脅威。国民総“貧弱化”は誰のせいか？　現代社会に奇妙な病が蔓延している。その名は「ホロージジィリゼーション合併症」。感染すると、人々は思考力を失い、挑戦を恐れ、ささいな刺激にも耐えられない「古代ココナツ頭体型貧弱ジジィ」へと成り果てるという。本紙はこの奇病の正体と、その背後にうごめく病巣の構造を追った。病原体は「古代ジジィ型思考」という名の有害物質。病の根源は「古代ジジィ型思考」と呼ばれる、極めて権威的かつ破壊的な思考形態にある。その本質は単純明快。「僅かでも都合が悪いものは排除、僅かでも気に入らないものは除去」――これだけだ。

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ポイズン雷花 Mar 15

A Gravely Ill Society
This is a social pandemic.
You,social djidjiy are tough.

https://note.com/poison_raika/n/nc5cf8642a45b

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#strange #disease #modern #society #infected #people #lose #ability #challenge #become #unable #endure #slightest #only #called #coconut #head #physically #djidjiy #paper #true #nature #structure #toxic #substance #root #extremely

　A Gravely Ill Society｜ポイズン雷花

　The Threat of "Hollow Djidjiylization Syndrome," a Strange Disease Eroding the Archipelago. Who is to Blame for the Nation's Total "Enfeeblement"? 　A strange disease is rampant in modern society. Its name is "Hollow Djidjiylization Syndrome." Once infected, people lose their ability to think, f

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ポイズン雷花 Mar 15

Тяжкохворе суспільство
Це соціальна пандемія.
Ти, соціальний джіджий, жорсткий.

https://note.com/poison_raika/n/na27a5501d0fe

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#strange #disease #modern #society #infected #people #lose #ability #challenge #become #unable #endure #slightest #only #called #coconut #head #physically #djidjiy #paper #true #nature #structure #toxic #substance #root #extremely

　Тяжкохворе суспільство｜ポイズン雷花

　Загроза дивної хвороби «ускладнення холлов джіджийлізатіон», що роз'їдає архіпелаг. Хто винен у загальному «ослабленні» нації? 　У сучасному суспільстві поширюється дивна хвороба. Її назва — «ускладнення холлов джіджийлізатіон». Кажуть, що заражені втрачають здатність мислити, бояться викликів і

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#AI生成 #disease 重病社会 - ポイズン雷花の小説 - pixiv

#AI生成 #paper Тяжкохворе суспільство - ポイズン雷花の小説 - pixiv

#AI生成 #unable A Gravely Ill Society - ポイズン雷花の小説 - pixiv

重病社会｜ポイズン雷花

A Gravely Ill Society｜ポイズン雷花

Тяжкохворе суспільство｜ポイズン雷花

#AI生成 #disease 　重病社会 - ポイズン雷花の小説 - pixiv

#AI生成 #paper 　Тяжкохворе суспільство - ポイズン雷花の小説 - pixiv

#AI生成 #unable 　A Gravely Ill Society - ポイズン雷花の小説 - pixiv

　重病社会｜ポイズン雷花

　A Gravely Ill Society｜ポイズン雷花

　Тяжкохворе суспільство｜ポイズン雷花