I've been off work sick for almost a week. Not with covid. Not with the flu. But with a cold.
I've never experienced a cold this badly before - I've always been terrible at being ill, but could generally work through a cold (working from home, that is).
But this? I've been in bed for nearly a week.
The difference between now, and before, is that I had #covid a few months ago.
Mask, everyone. Be careful. Please. My immune system is utterly, utterly fucked. Don't do this to yourself.
I'm not aware of scientific work on this but it's my own experience that too much #masking and working too hard makes me vulnerable to infections.
I had a cold and had two important work deliverables to do. I was the only person who could do them, and I didn't want to disappoint. I also only thought I had a cold. I tested negative for COVID loads of days in a row, too...and thought I was feeling a little better.
However, I had to mask a lot and really force myself to work hard and concentrate - under deadlines too.
As soon as I began to relax for the first time in over a week yesterday: a huge fever developed.
I'm not after any sympathy. I'm cuddling my animals, who maintain a constant vigil.
I am curious to know how common this experience is for anyone masking #neurodivergent conditions, however. I'd also love to know if there is any scientific literature on this phenomenon for a range of brains.
Does this happen to you and why do you think it happens?
#ADHD #Autism #AuDHD #ActuallyAutistic #AskingADHD #AskingAutistics #Neurodivergent #Masking