Moving slow & shaky this morning and I can't seem to shake off the morning crankies. I hope the food bank is gentle with me today. Feeling fragile. #POTS

1/9/24 Edited to add:

I will never forget this toot. This was the beginning of me getting my life back from POTS. I had finally had enough of it & made the changes necessary to get on a path to better health.

#KickingTheShitOutOfPOTS

I promised myself that I'd do 20 minutes of exercise today. The last fucking thing I feel like doing is 20 minutes of anything resembling exercise. I swear I can feel the #POTS flare up getting worse as my day goes on. (Someone tell me to stop bitching & get the yoga mat out.)

#KickingTheShitOutOfPOTS

Did 30 minutes of gentle, seated yoga. New teacher for me so I was skeptical that it would remain gentle but was. It was excruciating & at the same time lovely. Muscles feel angry, like DOMS (Delayed Onset Muscle Soreness, for you nonexercisers). But it happens while I'm exercising. The entire time. And now I feel super stiff. The only way this goes away is to rest. It takes so long to heal that I lose any strengthening benefits I'd get from the exercise. Repeat. #POTS #KickingTheShitOutOfPOTS
I did this one again. It's late. I'm tired as hell but I also want to stop groaning when I stand up so I did my #yoga. Now my head feels buzzy even though the whole video is sitting or laying down. I should be wearing compression. Lesson heard. I do feel relaxed and quite bendy. (I'm *so* not bendy. This is a lie my almost 50 yr old brain tells me to trick me into doing harder workouts & that's how I get hurt. I'm on to you, brain. No bendy. Yet.)

I did my 17 minutes of beginner #pilates (leg circles suck) and I felt good so I did 30 minutes of gentle #stretching right after. This is a new #yoga instructor for me. I'll try it again without doing pilates first. I'm nauseous now & headachey & I think I just did too much. (Sounds like it's time for a bowl. Hopefully the munchies will kick in just as dinner starts.)

https://youtu.be/CdjRQ6GG8bA?feature=shared

https://youtu.be/3ae9YNUcsJ4?feature=shared

Gentle Pilates - 15 Minute Pilates for Beginners Workout!

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Today's #yoga was with Kassandra. A couple years ago I decided I *really* wanted to "get good" at yoga (this is where you say- wth, Heidi. That's not the point of yoga... I know.) Anyways, I have bad wrists from knitting & I've had multiple ab surgeries, not to mention the exercise intolerance from #POTS but I dove in & it didn't last. 🤣 Kassandra was my preferred teacher. Today's session was gentle. I'm stiff from yesterday & sitting all day at work.

https://youtu.be/O_26cYivi-M?feature=shared

Gentle Seated Yoga to START or END Your Day!

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Yesterday was a rest day. Today was 20 minutes of #Pilates with #JessicaValant then a full body stretch with her. I went through the videos before I started pilates, knowing I wanted to do both pilates and stretching. I thought- stretching is relaxing, I can totally do both! Lol. I got 1/2 way through and I swear it hurt more than the pilates. I got it done though! Just don't ask me to walk upstairs. #POTS #ExerciseIntollerance #LegsCirclesOfDeath
https://youtu.be/ljJ1ShuzI5o?feature=shared
10 Minute Pilates for Beginners - Beginner Pilates at Home!

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More gentle pilates. There's something vaguely embarrassing about needing to follow exercises meant for seniors when you're not even 50, but it felt good to do so I'm adding this to the line up. There's a few more videos with this instructor that look interesting. I would really like to add strength training to my workouts. I'd really like to get even a quarter of my strength back.

https://youtu.be/V0us_0D0UuI?feature=shared

Senior & Beginner Workout - Gentle Pilates and Stretch

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Another thought or two with these "gentle" workouts- I miss the workout high I used to get when I'd lift or do spin class. And I miss the feeling of being depleted from hard work. I feel depleted now but it's different.