Heidi

@Heidiknits
600 Followers
414 Following
11K Posts
Gemini. Hockey mom. Wife (not yours). Naturally medicated. Fiber artist. Lover of most music. Romance audiobook fan. A little witchy. Brainfog aficionado. New Englander (US). Horrible chef, excellent baker. Mathphobe (shut up, it's a thing.) Migrainer. Meditator. Awkward, but cute. Chronically ill #POTS. Yankees fan, but not an asshole about it. Obsessed with dresses & square dancing. (Yes, for real. Don't knock it til you try it.) Vaguely agoraphobic, which can be fun. She/her. Be kind. #JoinIn
My OBGYN's office called yesterday morning, leaving a message that the doctor has room in her schedule on May 12th and would like to see me. I went from no one wanting to see me to everyone wanting me to come in. I have an appointment with my naturopath this afternoon (telehealth, but I'll take it), an appointment on the 28th with a med provider to go on stronger antidepressants (and possibly antianxiety meds, but I'm not convinced of either one just yet) and May 12. #MentalHealth #medical
The lollipops are ok, the hard candy is fucking DELICIOUS. #Food
In yesterday's class we made cherry flavored lollipops and sour apple flavored hard candy. Fun, but Iike chocolate better. Lol. (Left photo is a pile of hand cut, grass-green colored hard candy on a silpat mat, right photo is a group of pink colored, round, flat lollipops with their sticks poked into a white Styrofoam block.) #food #candy #handmade
Baby goats are goating.

I agreed to go into the office 90 minutes early today. This was a stupid idea. I'm slow moving in the mornings (I'm slow all day, but particularly slow in the AM). Plus, it's Monday. Who wants to go to work early on a Monday?? At least I'll be done by 12, then I can go to therapy, and later, chocolate class.

I can do this. I'll do my best not to cry.

Hope you have a good day, Mastodonlandia.

They say: "There is a crack, a crack in everything / That's how the light gets in", but I think that's also how the light gets out... #nature
Husband and I had a very honest, very difficult conversation yesterday. I think he's finally realizing that I'm not going to magically stop feeling depressed. I need some TLC from him and I think I've finally asked in a way that he got it. He's been great since then. Today wasn't so heavy.
Today was another hard one, friends.

Work smarter not harder

#Gardening