Passing to Freedom, Chapter 13: The First Test
Chapter 13
We continued on most of that day, our bellies empty, but wishing to get as far away as quickly as possible from the home of Dr. H. and his wife so as to avoid, to the extent that we could, putting them in any further danger, should we be questioned or caught. We had risked a short stop to send young Tilly to a well to draw enough water for the three of us for a few days and to feed the horses, but apart from that break, we continued on into the night. I worried that Old Mary, tied up behind us, might be starting to tire, but our Joe would have to be the judge of that. I wondered how close we might be, now, to the border with Pennsylvania, the first state where we might dare to hope for a bit of succor, or at least some small lessening of our dangerous position. While we knew that never would we be safe until touching the soil of Canada, nothing was so dangerous as being taken here in a slave state. I had been too anxious to do more, as we rode, than stare at my letters, whilst going over our story again and again, to be certain that I had those life-saving details learned by heart. My precautions were wisely taken.
Before we could get to the next station house, we encountered a tavern keeper, apparently out to put her lantern out before going to bed, by the looks of it. She made eye contact, and waved at me before I was able to draw my window curtain, certainly perplexed to see a lady out this late on the road. Joe must have felt that we had no choice but to stop, although the plan had been to pass by all roadside taverns in the darkness until we came to our safe haven, the next Station along the way. I saw with dread that we were drawing to a stop, as the woman ran to meet us. I only hoped that she had not seen any postings with our faces draw upon them. The reward for all three of us would surely lighten the heart of any tavern owner out in this part of Maryland. Our lack of male escort would instantly give us up, it seemed to me, as fugitives, but there was nothing to do but play this Peculiar game until the ruse was discovered. I must try. Our Joe was already dismounted, and holding Captain’s reins, bowing to the woman as she approached the carriage. She looked them both over, as if searching for something, before saying:
“Oh, you need not bow to me, hon, I am a simple honest working woman. I would speak with your mistress a moment.”
By her familiar treatment, she must be from Baltimore, where some of the white folk were less ill disposed to those of our condition than in Virginia. As the woman arrived at the door of our carriage, I hid my face as I pinned my hair up, taking as deep a breath as my bodice would allow, before facing my first test. I put on my finest and most haughty voice, as I had seen the ladies of the Commonwealth treat with domestics or working class white people such as this tavern keeper appeared to be, during my stays with the Senator in the Federal City:
“Good evening, to you, good woman. Why have you stopped me in my journey, pray tell?”
From the curtsy she dropped me, she appeared to be a domestic, rather than the owner, but then why flag us down? She looked up and squinted at me, as though trying to recall something, and then let out a short cackle of a laugh:
“It’s well past evening, Miss, that is for sure. I was just putting out the lantern for the night, being so late and all, but I have a room available that would be quite suitable for a lady,” the woman stole a quick glance toward the front of the carriage, “and even a small bed in the stable, for your driver. It’s not good to be about at night nowadays, what with this robber out on the loose in these parts.”
Robber? I tried to give her as haughty a look as I could manage, preparing to recite our story as I had practiced. Before I could speak, she hurried on, as if she were more nervous than I was:
“Oh, yes, Miss, there is a lascivious negro robber about. Stole Charles Price’s gal from down Washington way just the other month or so. Most likely long out of the state by now. But let’s not stand about out here in the cold discussing such unpleasantness. Have your driver come on around to the front so we can get you settled in to that lovely warm room, Miss.”
I must have blanched, for she stepped closer, nearly right up against the door of the carriage, hands rushing toward me as if I were falling:
“Are you all right, Miss? Have you taken cold? We must get you in right away.”
Looking back toward the tavern, she shouted:
“Lizzy, be quick, go up and get our best room warmed for the lady,” who must have been the help, and then straightened and looked back toward the front of the carriage to shout, “Driver, take your mistress around to the entrance, right away. She looks to have taken a chill!”
It all happened so quickly that none of us had time to object. This woman was clearly in the habit of giving orders, despite her earlier familiar tone with our Joe. I knew that among the papers that Dr. H. had given us was also some money, but I had no idea how much, nor what the cost of these lodgings might be. I only hoped that it would be enough not to draw suspicion.
We drew to a stop before the door of the tavern, and Tilly opened the door and leapt out lightly, bowing her head as she placed a low stool for me to step on, and I descended from the carriage. I was amazed at how her tiny frame could carry all of our baggage from within the carriage, but remembered, I hoped, my own role in time to draw myself up to my full height, imitating the ladies whom I had seen visiting the mansion back in Virginia. I contented myself with following Tilly, who followed the one that must have been Lizzy, up to our rooms, as I hoped that all was going well enough with our Joe as he settled Captain and Old Mary into the stables. I felt terrible that not only were we to be separated this night, but even worse, that Anna’s bed must be with the horses, even if that might make for greater security for the carriage. I was about to ask Tilly to go down and ask the tavern women to see that a meal was sent out to the stable, when a knock came at our door. Tilly ran to answer it, opening and folding into a curtsy as she turned to face me. I could see that it was our hostess, whom I still supposed to be the tavern keeper, holding a tray of tea and biscuits.
“I brought you up some supper, or what was left of supper, in any case, as we’ve just finished cleaning up the kitchen for the night. I see that Lizzy has built up a good fire, and I hope she has warmed the bed to your satisfaction, Miss?”
The woman had entered the room before I could get a word in edgewise, and walked across to me, holding the tray out. Tilly intercepted it instantly, and I saw the slightest downward tilt of the woman’s mouth as she handed it over. What was going on, here? She continued, while observing me closely:
“I’ll send Lizzy up in the morning with your breakfast, Miss, to collect the fees, unless you want to sign a bill of credit with your husband or family seal?” Her hesitation clearly indicated that this woman wanted to know who we were.
I was so tired that I thought I could nearly pull off feigning a fainting episode, so I allowed myself to sway a little on my feet, and put an arm out, which little Tilly expertly caught, as I put a hand to my head, and answered:
“Yes, tomorrow. That will be fine.”
But the woman did not leave. Instead, she continued to regard me as if looking at some sort of puzzle which she was unable to decipher. I straightened my back, stared at her in what I hoped appeared to be a stern gesture, and forced myself to grunt out the words in my most disdainful tone:
“I am very fatigued.”
“Yes,” she replied in what could almost have passed for a disappointed tone of voice, “I see. Well, Miss, I only wanted to wish you a good night, and to tell you to take all precautions as you travel. You can see why for yourself, here.”
The woman held out a paper that I imagined to be the local gazette for me to see, which young Tilly took from her with a bowed head, and delivered to me with a deep curtsy. I continued to look up at the woman, perplexed.
“Why, Miss, did you not see the posting? Your young driver there could be the little brother of this Anna Marie Weems the papers are looking for, with them freckles.”
I looked at the posting, but there was no drawing, only words that I could not quite make out. This was not good. Now it became clear that this woman had been testing me, and that I was fast failing the test. We had to leave, this night, before she could summon men to capture us. I opted to continue playing the haughty Virginia lady:
“Indeed? Well, this should be interesting, in the morning. Now, you must excuse me, for I am very fatigued. I pray you see that my servant is fed in the stables, and my horses, and I bid you good night.”
I stared at her in the look of dismissal I had seen worn of the faces of those ladies from Virginia, and this time I did not fail, for she turned to leave, only hesitating at the door, as Tilly was bringing me my tea, her head bowed and her tiny body folded into that perfect curtsy of hers. As soon as the tavern keeper closed our door, I whispered to Tilly to go tell our Joe everything that she had seen, carrying a leftover biscuit and some sugared tea as a secret treat, in case she was stopped along the way.
Just when we needed the rest. I sighed. Why, Oh, Lord, have we no place to lay our heads?
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Here we see Willow confront her first real test of this journey. Will she pass it, and keep our three escapees safe, for the moment? This is a story of courage and intelligence that children like those of Bright Beginnings in DC need to hear, which is part of the Work taken up by Project Do Better, as part of Phase I of the Project… -Nia, fka Shira, of ShiraDest Publications
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