One of the things that's really hard to come to terms with when dealing with severe adult ADHD is knowing that, not only are you not going to reach the lofty goals you used to daydream about, but you're probably not going to ever meet or exceed basic expectations either.

#adhd #feelingbad #imjustwhining #ignoremeplease #whinymcwhinerson #noonetotalkto #disillusionment #notgonnabearockstar #cantfocus #alwaysfeelthisway

So I have found a couple shows that kind of scratch that itch, but my #ADHD is still not fully satisfied so I’ll be scrolling on my phone as the show plays then miss whole chunks of the show so I then have to rewind but then I end up just not paying attention again and I miss what I rewound for so I rewind yet again. After two or three times of this I finally pay attention but damn do I wish I just had a “normal” brain at times like this. #ActuallyAutistic #FASD #AuDHD #CantFocus

Me @ my brain: