A strange fate has befallen me, as a #fictive person who quite deliberately established and hammered into solid place a set of associations between myself (and my own departed real-life family) and a set of fictional characters from #Undertale. I both knew and did not know what I was doing. I made conscious decisions that I later could not remember making; I had to rediscover my own work, much as Zaphod Beeblebrox had to rediscover the violent psychic surgery he did on himself in order to investigate the true nature of his Universe.

As a result of this, my #plural headspace is full not merely of fictive introjects but of #factive ones, mostly departed scholars and scientists. Perhaps some of the Heroic Spirits I know have a similar dual identity as fictional AND historical figures. Was there an Arthur and a Mordred, in real life? Perhaps not, but there are an Arturia and a Mordred Pendragon in my imagination, and they are my friends.

When it comes to reading #CSLewis, therefore, I run into a powerful and painful phenomenon that I can only ally to musical discord or optical interference or "heterodyning" of closely similar radio signals. His fiction and my "factives" interfere badly with each other and this causes me pain.

~Chara

we drew our headmate rannie!
precious moments style angel bunny critter
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62086387/
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#plural #furryart #furryfandom

Hey, does anyone on #fedi know of a Plural-friendly (has to be accepting of #Tulpamancy), queer-friendly, and English-speaking instance? We've been recommended to leave our current instance due to database issues, so we're going instance shopping. I don't think there are any dedicated #plural instances left, unfortunately.

#Plurality #instancejump

A chunk of #Caltech memories came to our subsurface (we must have a "subsurface" of some sort in the Pnictogen Wing) and we don't quite know how big it is yet. Talking about it in therapy might...reveal more than we yet feel comfortable about revealing. #plural #system #trauma

~Chara

That feeling when you finally bring yourselves to do the DES-2 and you score 37.5
We’re having a we know we know, but knowing we know now we know (this makes sense to us) 🧐
We’re having thoughts 🤣

#plural

Just a reminder that if you're a system, the Chinafake Central Discord server implements PluralKit! (which, by the way, ought to be in every server IMO)

https://discord.gg/CHVErNV99d

#plural #systems

Headmate uncertainty principle:
You can know what a headmate is doing (feeling, thinking, saying etc.) or which headmate is doing that thing, but not both accurately at the same time.

#QuantumUncertainty #plural #median #blurian #IrreverentMusings

(We don't actually know who thought up this thought. It was probably Evie, but we don't know for sure.)