St. John of the Cross Novena, Day 6: Prayer
Reading
Whoever flees prayer flees all that is good.
Sayings of Light and Love, 169
Scripture
When evil men advance against me
to devour my flesh,
they, my opponents, my enemies,
are the ones who stumble and fall.
When evil men advance against me
to devour my flesh,
they, my opponents, my enemies,
are the ones who stumble and fall.
Though an army pitched camp against me,
my heart would not fear;
though war were waged against me,
my trust would still be firm.
One thing I ask of Yahweh,
one thing I seek:
to live in the house of Yahweh
all the days of my life,
to enjoy the sweetness of Yahweh
and to consult him in his Temple.
For he shelters me under his awning
in times of trouble;
he hides me deep in his tent,
sets me high on a rock.
And now my head is held high
over the enemies who surround me,
in his tent I will offer
exultant sacrifice.
I will sing, I will play for Yahweh!
Yahweh, hear my voice as I cry!
Pity me! Answer me!
My heart has said of you,
âSeek his face.â
Yahweh, I do seek your face;
do not hide your face from me.
Do not repulse your servant in anger;
you are my help.
Never leave me, never desert me,
God, my savior!
If my father and mother desert me,
Yahweh will care for me still.
Yahweh, teach me your way,
lead me in the path of integrity
because of my enemies;
do not abandon me to the will of my foesâ
false witnesses have risen against me,
and breathe out violence.
This I believe: I shall see the goodness of Yahweh,
in the land of the living.
Put your hope in Yahweh, be strong, let your heart be bold,
put your hope in Yahweh.
Psalm 27
Meditation
Letâs have a virtual show of hands: who among us has had an experience where God seemed to be hiding or even absent when we pray? Who among us has ever prayed, âGod, where are you?â Has anyone ever said, âprayer isnât working for me, God doesnât care about me, I give upâ? Has anyone ever experienced dryness in prayer, where you canât feel anything anymore? Or, has someone ever discovered one day that they drifted away from the fervor of the practice of prayer they once had?
If you answered, âyesâ to any one or more of these questions, you are in good company. All of us experience difficulties in prayer. In yesterdayâs fifth novena meditation, we read one of St. Teresaâs accounts where she experienced difficulties in prayer; she was going through a moment of tribulation and the practice of prayer that usually brought her encouragement and comfort simply didnât work.
Growing in friendship with God is a lifelong journey along the way of perfection. There will be many moments when we will stumble and fall. Ask any old friend of God and they will testify to this age-old fact of the spiritual life. The most important lesson that those who travel the way of perfection (or the Little Way of St. ThĂ©rĂšse) must learn is that itâs not a matter of how frequently or infrequently we fall, itâs how quickly we get up again and keep moving along the way. Saint Teresa herself says in the Interior Castleâs Second Mansion (IC II), âif you should at times fall donât become discouraged and stop striving to advance. For even from this fall God will draw out good.â (IC II:9)
âDonât become discouragedâ is advice we read and hear often in Carmelite spirituality. Hereâs what St. Elizabeth of the Trinity said to her younger sister a few months before Elizabeth died:
Darling little sister, you must cross out the word âdiscouragementâ from your dictionary of love; the more you feel your weakness, your difficulty in recollecting yourself, and the more hidden the Master seems, the more you must rejoice, for then you are giving to Him, and, when one loves, isnât it better to give than to receive? God said to Saint Paul: âMy grace is sufficient for you, for power is made perfect in weaknessâ (2 Cor 12:9), and the great saint understood this so well that he cried out: âFor the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, For when I am weak, then I am strongâ (2 Cor 12:10). What does it matter what we feel; He, He is the Unchanging One, He who never changes: He loves you today as He loved you yesterday and will love you tomorrow. (Letter 298)
St. Teresa was more blunt when writing about those facing discouragement in prayer, especially beginners in prayer:
Ah, my Lord! Your help is necessary here; without it one can do nothing (cf. Jn 15:5). In Your mercy do not consent to allow this soul to suffer deception and give up what was begun. (IC II:6)
It will seem to you that you are truly determined to undergo exterior trials, provided that God favors you interiorly. His Majesty knows best what is suitable for us. Thereâs no need for us to be advising Him about what He should give us, for He can rightly tell us that we donât know what weâre asking for (cf. Mt 20:22). The whole aim of any person who is beginning prayerâand donât forget this, because itâs very, very importantâshould be that he work and prepare himself with determination and every possible effort to bring his will into conformity with Godâs will. (IC II:8)
We can have all the determination in the world to be devout, faithful, and persistent in our prayer, but our own devotion, fidelity, and persistence alone are not sufficient. We need the Lordâs guidance. Here, St. Teresa refers to acquiring spiritual directors, but her point is more valid than ever:
Provided that we donât give up, the Lord will guide everything for our benefit, even though we may not find someone to teach us. There is no other remedy for this evil of giving up prayer than to begin again; otherwise the soul will gradually lose more each dayâand please God that it will understand this fact. (IC II:10)
âProvided that we donât give up,â Teresa writes. âWhoever flees prayer,â St. John of the Cross echoes, âflees all that is good.â
What is this âall that is goodâ to which John refers?
This time, we will let him answer the question, by sharing an excerpt from his 8 July 1589 letter to Madre Leonor de San Gabriel in CĂłrdoba. A companion of St. Teresa in founding the monasteries of Beas and Sevilla, Mother Leonor was feeling alone in CĂłrdoba without the companionship of Teresa and the sisters she knew and loved the best. St. John of the Cross wrote a letter to encourage her in her new mission as prioress:
Jesus be in your soul, my daughter in Christ.
Thank you for your letter. And I thank God for having desired to use you in this foundation, since His Majesty has done this in order to bring you greater profit. The more he wants to give, the more he makes us desireâeven to the point of leaving us empty in order to fill us with goods. You will be repaid for the goods (the love of your sisters) that you leave behind in Sevilla. Since the immense blessings of God can only enter and fit into an empty and solitary heart, the Lord wants you to be alone. For he truly loves you with the desire of being himself all your company. And Your Reverence will have to strive carefully to be content only with his companionship, so you might discover in it every happiness. Even though the soul may be in heaven, it will not be happy if it does not conform its will to this. And we will be unhappy with God, even though he is always present with us, if our heart is not alone, but attached to something else. (Letter 15)
âHe loves you today as He loved you yesterday and will love you tomorrow,â St. Elizabeth wrote, echoing the sentiments of St. John of the Cross. But if God is âalways present with usâ, how can we become present to God, so that our hearts are alone and not âattached to something elseâ?
Brother Lawrence of the Resurrection tells us what he did:
Thus, after offering myself entirely to God in atonement for my sins, I renounced for the sake of his love everything other than God, and I began to live as if only he and I existed in the world. Sometimes I considered myself before him as a miserable criminal at his judgeâs feet, and at other times I regarded him in my heart as my Father, as my God. I adored him there as often as I could, keeping my mind in his holy presence and recalling him as many times as I was distracted. I had some trouble doing this exercise, but continued in spite of all the difficulties I encountered, without getting disturbed or anxious when I was involuntarily distracted. I was as faithful to this practice during my activities as I was during my periods of mental prayer, for at every moment, all the time, in the most intense periods of my work I banished and rid from my mind everything that was capable of taking the thought of God away from me (Letter 12).
Prayer
O St. John of the Cross
You were endowed by our Lord with the spirit of self-denial
and a love of the cross.
Obtain for us the grace to follow your example
that we may come to the eternal vision of the glory of God.
O Saint of Christâs redeeming cross
the road of life is dark and long.
Teach us always to be resigned to Godâs holy will
in all the circumstances of our lives
and grant us the special favor
which we now ask of you.
Mention your request
Above all, obtain for us the grace of final perseverance,
a holy and happy death and everlasting life with you
and all the saints in heaven.
Amen.
Letâs continue in prayer
Day 1 â Self-trust
Day 2 â Self-giving
Day 3 â Cleansing
Day 4 â Walking in love
Day 5 â Trust
Day 6 â Prayer
Day 7 â Humility
Day 8 â Eternal Silence
Day 9 â Silent love
The Arrest of St John of the Cross
18th c. French
Oil on canvas, 1772 or 1777
Carmel of Pontoise
© MinistĂšre de la Culture (France), MĂ©diathĂšque de lâarchitecture et du patrimoine, Diffusion RMN-GP. Used by permission. The novena prayer was composed from approved sources by Professor Michael Ogunu, a member of the Discalced Carmelite Secular Order in Nigeria.
John of the Cross, St 1991, The Collected Works of St. John of the Cross, rev. edn, Kavanaugh, K & Rodriguez, O (trans.), ICS Publications, Washington DC.
Teresa of Avila, St 1985, The Collected Works of St. Teresa of Avila, Kavanaugh, K & Rodriguez, O (trans.), ICS Publications, Washington DC.
Elizabeth of the Trinity, S 2003, The Complete Works of Elizabeth of the Trinity volume 2: Letters from Carmel, Nash, A (trans.), ICS Publications, Washington DC.
Lawrence of the Resurrection, B; De Meester, C 1994, Writings and Conversations on the Practice of the Presence of God, translated from the French by Salvatore Sciurba, OCD, ICS Publications, Washington DC.
All scripture references in this novena are from the New Revised Standard Version Bible: Catholic Edition, copyright © 1989, 1993 the Division of Christian Education of the National Council of the Churches of Christ in the United States of America as accessed from the Bible Gateway website.
Donât become discouraged and give up prayer, says St. John of the Cross. We offer varying novenas to Our Lady of Mount Carmel, as well as novenas to St. Teresa of Avila, St. John of the Cross, St. ThĂ©rĂšse of Lisieux, Sts. Louis and ZĂ©lie Martin, St. Elizabeth of the Trinity, and St. Joseph.
Let us unite in prayer
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