🐍update

today i worked on my project #ThePark & uploaded spring & summer photos, as well as re-sized most of the older stuff.

it still needs more work, but i can't wait to show what i've done. ☺️

https://gifsartidote.life/portfolio/the-park/

#press #photography #MentalHealth #recovery #CPTSD #BPD #fibromalgya #SelfCare

🐍update

today i worked on my project #ThePark & uploaded spring & summer photos, as well as re-sized most of the older stuff.

it still needs more work, but i can't wait to show what i've done. ☺️

https://gifsartidote.life/portfolio/the-park/

#press #photography #MentalHealth #recovery #CPTSD #BPD #fibromalgya #SelfCare

#GifsArtidote: just some of the locals on my estate, one of the most deprived in the country.

i feel truly blessed with nature right here, cause it saves me & keeps calling me outside.

i am gutted this summer i won't have my licence back & a van (bc the #BillionaireClass makes me wait another 12-14 weeks before i can get a cataract op, after i got tortured trying to do it the cheap way).

i dread having to go out cycling to the moors, an hour away, to go camping. #Fibromalgya #CPTSD

but the draw is getting irresistible - i wish i could have a horse & wagon, but i can't find a paddock nearby. #ThePark #hemlington #NorthYorkshire #PunkAgeTraveller

#SoftWhiteUnderbelly interviews #AdamLaneSmith #attachmentExpert tells me the work i have ahead of me as a #MixedAttachmentSyndrome sufferer..

https://youtu.be/_uvwh9x_MQ0?

#MentalHealth #press #IndependentMedia #ClusterBpds
#BPD #DysthymicDisorder #CPTSD #fibromalgya #trauma #recovery #TruthSeeker

#SoftWhiteUnderbelly interviews #AdamLaneSmith #attachmentExpert tells me the work i have ahead of me as a #MixedAttachmentSyndrome sufferer.

#GifsArtidote: listening to adam feels like getting a bucket of ice water thrown at me. my toxic relationships will get worse the older i get, & to break the cycle i'll have to be willing to face my deepest fears & do what's most painful, raw & real.
i feel physically sick listening to these truths, especially the truth about #TheStateWeAreIn as humanity collectively.

https://youtu.be/_uvwh9x_MQ0?

#MentalHealth #press #IndependentMedia #ClusterBpds
#BPD #DysthymicDisorder #CPTSD #fibromalgya #trauma #recovery #TruthSeeker

#GifsArtidote today:

#birdsong@4am on #MusicBeforeBedtime in #teesside, #NorthYorkshire

#press #wakeywakey #news #MentalHealth #IndependentMedia #CPTSD #BPD #DysthymicDisorder #fibromalgya #SelfHelp give your self some 🖤, listen to nature for a minute now you've just woken up.

let me know how your day went later, so i know if my therapy works. i would appreciate it ☺️

#GifsArtidote today:

#birdsong@4am on #MusicBeforeBedtime in #teesside, #NorthYorkshire

#press #wakeywakey #news #MentalHealth #IndependentMedia #CPTSD #BPD #DysthymicDisorder #fibromalgya #SelfHelp give your self some 🖤, listen to nature for a minute now you've just woken up.

let me know how your day went later, so i know if my therapy works. i would appreciate it ☺️

#GifsArtidote: the view from my precious 100yr+ willow tree in my local park, where i try to sit on its root seat every day.
it's so beautiful & calming hearing the stream on my left & watching the rippling water create illusions of floating branches as the sun plays with the shadows.

#mentalhealth #recovery #CPTSD #BPD #DysthymicDisorder #fibromalgya #trauma #photography

#GifsArtidote: the view from my precious 100yr+ willow tree in my local park, where i try to sit on its root seat every day.
it's so beautiful & calming hearing the stream on my left & watching the rippling water create illusions of floating branches as the sun plays with the shadows.

#mentalhealth #recovery #CPTSD #BPD #DysthymicDisorder #fibromalgya #trauma #photography