Der Internationale Tag der Asexualität findet jährlich am 6. April statt. 
Asexualität bezeichnet eine sexuelle Orientierung, bei der Menschen wenig bis keine sexuelle Anziehung gegenüber anderen verspüren und/oder haben.
Asexuelle Menschen können sich romantisch zu verschiedenen Geschlechtern hingezogen fühlen.
Das "A" im Akronym LGBTQIA+ steht nicht nur für agender, sondern auch für #autigender, asexuelle und aromantische Menschen.

#iad #tagderasexualität #asexualität

More gender thoughts from last week. The realization that there is a fluid core to my gender running beneath the complex meant that the two-dimensional schemata of my gender I've drawn and revised several times didn't work any longer. Following the scientific principle that a new theory should explain all of the details the old theory does plus some extra, I started to process this.

This includes the need of no medical transition, feminine energy that seems to be on another level than the more tangible gender feelings, said tangible gender feelings, fluid core, and me being more often on the genderless side than I initially thought. Once I remembered the meme about foxes being cat software running on dog hardware, it clicked. This was a great metaphor.

So, my current understanding of my gender:
I have masculine hardware with Autigender brand fluid core, running a feminine OS with agender idle processes. It can run several pieces of software, with at least maverique, demiboy, and neutrois installed out of the box.

#NonBinary #GenderFluid #AutiGender #ActuallyAutistic

Over the last couple of weeks, I've thought a lot about my gender. This was triggered by my therapist asking whether I've accepted my fluidity. A side note: I'm so happy they are my therapist! 💜

Anyway, there's been this part I haven't been able to pinpoint. I used the term ambigue in one of my recent toots. Last week, I had a small revelation when I understood it must be the root of the fluidity. Kind of core working beneath the whole complex. A couple more days and it hit me. Fucking autigender. I've known that me being autistic is intertwined with being non-binary. Yet, I've thought they can still be separated. Turns out I was wrong.

Over these three years since my egg cracked, I've noticed that small things can affect my gender, for instance, music, temperature, my energy levels. What I read at fedi. Even the people I'm around. It's complex and these things may also interact with each other. Thinking in terms of autigender it made so much more sense. Lapses in executive function can affect my gender.

I started crying the second I arrived at the autigender thought. I then had band rehearsals. I realized I felt connection with my band mates, cis guys. It took me to demiboy. An example of people affecting my gender. And it felt so good. I felt 100% safe there.

Yesterday, we had a session with my therapist about my most recent gender thoughts. More tears, mixed feelings, but ultimately it was super relieving. In the evening, I had an anger moment with myself. The anger wasn't directed at me. It was cursing my fucking autism and after that the neurotypical society. I wouldn't change it for me but still, there are feelings I haven't dealt with yet. But I'm making progress. And it feels good to be me. 💜

#NonBinary #GenderFluid #AutiGender #ActuallyAutistic

I combined the Autigender symbol by themogaidragon and Neurogender flag by kasatate1 to create a beautiful #Autigender flag.

#Autism + #Neurogender

The #Autigender symbol by themogaidragon and #Neurogender flag by kasatate1.

#ActuallyAutistic #Neurodivergence