Feets

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Black artist and writer
Pronouns:they/them
Tumblr (it won't verify, but it's me):https://www.tumblr.com/oceanhater
Wordpresshttps://fourfeetsmeets.art.blog/2025/01/29/hi/
FeetsMay 31, 2025

So. I'm back. I am no longer majoring in computer science, and I found out a lot about myself.

I've been fearful about wasting my time with things I'm too anxious to do...but basically, I think I want to post my art on SM like here and others and I want to find a fresh new place to post my content. I want to have an online portfolio.

I sometimes get concerned because I want money from my art and just get money in general, but when art becomes a job, I become a perfectionist. Instagram is suspicious and oversaturated and other websites that are popular are unpleasant.

So, basically, I'll be posting here and potentially youtube. Hopefully people like my work. It's harc to find people that understand me and I just want to be clearer.

Show threadFeetsMay 31, 2025
@ZebraFeatherAH We are almost twins except I'm fat, 5'11, not shaped like that, not that age, or look like that.
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@RosethornRanger Trying to live. You?
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@RosethornRanger Hiya
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@Em0nM4stodon Tbh, I wish I could not go on social media anymore or go on the internet anymore, but then I feel like I'm not strong enough. I don't know anymore.
FeetsFeb 26, 2025
VenitaFeb 26, 2025
#Blackhistorymonth. October 16, 1995 - The Million Man March was organized by the leader of the Nation of Islam and joined by Black leaders of other faiths and organizations. The rally was a call for unity and revitalization of African American communities. "In the year after October 16, over 1.5 million Black men registered to vote for the first time.  There was also an upsurge in the number of black children adopted by African American families."(BlackPast) #Blackmastodon #Blackfediverse
FeetsFeb 26, 2025
@Jayne Hiya!
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@skua This amused me and made me smile. You're right though. I look at the news and see the trash politicians and whatever Elon Musk is and it makes me feel horrid. The only difference between me and them is that I question if I should be here. I know Elon Musk et al don't deserve to be there but I won't be the person to end their life subscriptions. 😁
FeetsFeb 26, 2025
@newton Hopefully when I continuously keep posting on here and share my opinions, you'll think that way. I feel like people feel like I'm okay until we talk longer and it's like they disappear from my life and get exhausted with me. Cause at that point, if I'm going to be alone, why would I want to be on Earth?
FeetsFeb 26, 2025

It literally was a mistake in the system why I was born and had to be a burden. Now, I'm stuck here until someone kills me or I die. I'm literally sick of all this crap and my existence hurts people but if I take myself out, I hurt people, might ruin myself and not die, or I have thought of my mind of total damnation.

It was a cruel joke, and I want this to be over somedays. I want to be useful and if I'm not, I don't deserve to be alive. I don't know why I'm a pathetic, worthless loser but I hate it and it doesn't do anything to help me or anyone around me. What's the point of this crap? I'm exhausted. What's wrong with me?

They should make lobotomies available again.

#Vent #CallForHelp #Useless #Frustrated #CryTyping #Pathetic