Chris Harris

@headfirstonly
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Autistic musician.
Film nut.
Culture nerd.
Occasional training consultant.

https://headfirstonly.bandcamp.com/music

Websitehttps://www.headfirstonly.com/blog.htm
LocationGloucestershire UK
PronounsHe/Him
@elifyalvac I have a collection of pedals acquired over fifty years of playing music, but when I was at Real World last November (and I drove there) I was playing my Jazz Bass through a Boss Katana Go directly into the desk. I *love* the minimalist approach but some people do tend to focus on the equipment rather than the sounds you're getting and they don't always drive a car.
I recently got a copy of Graham Mitchell's book of #motörhead photos "Fast and Loose" and it brought home to me just how fond Lemmy was of the "Rock Invaders" t-shirt that I drew for the fan club...

"Late‑diagnosed adults describe finally learning they are autistic as both relief and grief: relief at having a name and community that fit, and grief for all the years spent fighting the unnecessary battles."

Yes!!! But not so much "grief" as RESENTMENT, for how unnecessary it all was and is. 😡

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/positively-different/202603/epistemic-injustice-the-great-gaslighting-of-autistic-lives

Epistemic Injustice: The Great Gaslighting of Autistic Lives

Epistemic injustice is the assumption that people, usually those with less power, are unable to correctly understand their own lives. It takes a tragic toll on autistic lives.

Psychology Today
@Scoll @passenger I can't claim to understand even a tenth of his work but Penrose tiling is one of those discoveries that takes my mind to its happy place. Absolutely wild.
@passenger The book on my shelf that has stayed there since I bought it is "Theory of Games and Economic Behaviour" by John Von Neumann and Oskar Morgenstern, which was the result of watching "A Beautiful Mind." I completely bounced off the maths. It's *chewy*.

@passenger @Scoll Richard Dawkins wrote that the Jaynes book was "one of those books that is either complete rubbish or a work of consummate genius; Nothing in between! Probably the former, but I'm hedging my bets."

Having read it, I think he's probably right.

@passenger @Scoll Penrose is an amazing polymath. He appears to have been so annoyed by Douglas Hofstadter's "Gödel, Escher, Bach" that he wrote "The Emperor's New Mind" pulling it to bits, and you've got to love someone who has an argument by *writing books*,
I have spent the whole day recording several 15-piece choirs for a children's theatre group. So much enthusiasm, it was lovely.

I had a psych assessment this week.

The minimum PCL5 score indicating that someone has difficulties dealing with past traumatic events which "would benefit from psychological support" is 33 (out of a maximum of 80). I scored 59.

My PHQ9 score was 20 and my GAD7 score was 19, "indicating severe symptoms of depression and anxiety." The PHQ9 score is enough to trigger a recommendation of immediate treatment.

There I was, thinking I was "just a bit down"...

Sam Altman: “We see a future where intelligence is a utility, like electricity or water, and people buy it from us on a meter.”

Meaning: We stole all your knowledge , writing, and art, and now we’re gonna put a meter on it and sell it back to you. You’re welcome.”